Wednesday, October 31, 2007
i cant believe it. makes me doubt myself, really.really. it does.
i feel quite sian. but most of all, i feel trapped.
wake up wake up!
*nudge*
this is the REAL world we're talking about.
time to grow up.
小姐，摆脱！请你不要那么心软好嘛？！ 醒醒吧！！
thinking out loud at 4:44 PM
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Friday, October 26, 2007
this is kinda emo a post.
finally have a little time to myself..finally got much of the confusion sorted out and the bosses seem happy so far but fingers (toes, nose, eyes, ears) very tightly crossed that nothing else goes too wrong.
the work week has been rather shitty, there have been times i duno whether to laugh at the absurdity of things or jus cry. got scolded like 2 days in a row for screwups at the other end but he also said its inevitable fingers will all point to me cos i'm the one coordinating the projects. then again he fell silent when i said tat it was his dad who made the indo team solely in charge, and not me. i dont have the right to run things the way i'd have done, and i cannot do remote control over a team so far away and i'm not responsible for. i cant do everything.. so i can only facilitate as and when i can, which is more often than not a tricky situation cos there are many (hypersensitive) toes in the way.
so.just.too.bad.for.me.lor. 每次都会被骂，也应该开始习惯了才对。
me jus glad to have ppl cheer me on and be really sweet to me *sheds a tear*. made me feel nice and warm and happy. and yep, u're right, its not so bad afterall =0)
its FRIDAY!! do u have any idea how long i've been waiting for the week to be over? i'm going to go nuts if i have to deal with anymore journals or labels or registration requirements.
need.to.get.outta.here.soon.
hmm. i guess i'm not as emo as i thot i'd be. hehe
cos as of now, one by one, things seem to be moving in the right direction.. POs are being placed.. agreements are being signed.. tasks are being checked off.. formulations are being finalised.. mockups are being done.. though tempers seem to be getting more frayed... not mine la.. i is all for world peace. peas arent just my cup of tea.
=0p
finally have a little time to myself..finally got much of the confusion sorted out and the bosses seem happy so far but fingers (toes, nose, eyes, ears) very tightly crossed that nothing else goes too wrong.
the work week has been rather shitty, there have been times i duno whether to laugh at the absurdity of things or jus cry. got scolded like 2 days in a row for screwups at the other end but he also said its inevitable fingers will all point to me cos i'm the one coordinating the projects. then again he fell silent when i said tat it was his dad who made the indo team solely in charge, and not me. i dont have the right to run things the way i'd have done, and i cannot do remote control over a team so far away and i'm not responsible for. i cant do everything.. so i can only facilitate as and when i can, which is more often than not a tricky situation cos there are many (hypersensitive) toes in the way.
so.just.too.bad.for.me.lor. 每次都会被骂，也应该开始习惯了才对。
me jus glad to have ppl cheer me on and be really sweet to me *sheds a tear*. made me feel nice and warm and happy. and yep, u're right, its not so bad afterall =0)
its FRIDAY!! do u have any idea how long i've been waiting for the week to be over? i'm going to go nuts if i have to deal with anymore journals or labels or registration requirements.
need.to.get.outta.here.soon.
hmm. i guess i'm not as emo as i thot i'd be. hehe
cos as of now, one by one, things seem to be moving in the right direction.. POs are being placed.. agreements are being signed.. tasks are being checked off.. formulations are being finalised.. mockups are being done.. though tempers seem to be getting more frayed... not mine la.. i is all for world peace. peas arent just my cup of tea.
=0p
thinking out loud at 11:48 AM
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Thursday, October 25, 2007
this is probably a futile attempt to wake myself up. but i guess its better than diving straight into the stack of journals on probiotics.
anyways this is about yesterday and the comedy it turned out to be. ok mabbe not comedy..mroe like super melodramatic sitcom.
so there was the plan of sports day at me place, and was expecting like 9 or 10 ppl to show up. so out of these, 1 was overseas, 1 was bruised, 2 had duno wat on, 2 were sick, and 1 was basically uncontactable. so as luck would have it, the uncontactable one made it, and we were waiting for the remaining 2 to start proper.
but then i cleverly miscounted the number of busstops to my house..and somehow or rather i was involved in creating another casualty..someone's ankle got twisted rather badly and this is a digression but somehow i cant seem to type as fluently today. *zzzzz*
back to wat i was saying.. wat is the probability of 70% absence/mishaps man? murphy was really working quite hard last night.. but ok la at least i got to squash tho rather terribly cos i forgot i wasnt playing badminton. and i got to eat my murtabak and drink my teh. shiok. i thought the drive to the makan place was quite an adventure. *watch out!! cat!!* hhahaaaa and sorry if i came across quite serious about certain issues while eating. but i had a rather interesting chat after tat which kept me up til about 2 and i couldnt sleep until 4?? omg.. i so wan to sleep now..
on a sidenote i'm getting bored of sg..tink too used to travelling so frequently the past yr..need to travel..soon!!
anyways this is about yesterday and the comedy it turned out to be. ok mabbe not comedy..mroe like super melodramatic sitcom.
so there was the plan of sports day at me place, and was expecting like 9 or 10 ppl to show up. so out of these, 1 was overseas, 1 was bruised, 2 had duno wat on, 2 were sick, and 1 was basically uncontactable. so as luck would have it, the uncontactable one made it, and we were waiting for the remaining 2 to start proper.
but then i cleverly miscounted the number of busstops to my house..and somehow or rather i was involved in creating another casualty..someone's ankle got twisted rather badly and this is a digression but somehow i cant seem to type as fluently today. *zzzzz*
back to wat i was saying.. wat is the probability of 70% absence/mishaps man? murphy was really working quite hard last night.. but ok la at least i got to squash tho rather terribly cos i forgot i wasnt playing badminton. and i got to eat my murtabak and drink my teh. shiok. i thought the drive to the makan place was quite an adventure. *watch out!! cat!!* hhahaaaa and sorry if i came across quite serious about certain issues while eating. but i had a rather interesting chat after tat which kept me up til about 2 and i couldnt sleep until 4?? omg.. i so wan to sleep now..
on a sidenote i'm getting bored of sg..tink too used to travelling so frequently the past yr..need to travel..soon!!
thinking out loud at 9:09 AM
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
people are really not who they appear to be.
thinking out loud at 4:58 PM
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cutest lil bundle
xavier is soooo cute i wanna pinch his cheeks. heheh gao sua abit. and he's one of the top 3 at this baby contest!
sooooooo cute.
thinking out loud at 4:31 PM
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both my knees feel abit werid.
and honestly i'm a leeeeeeeeetle bit worried.
this is no fun. at all.
thinking out loud at 3:06 PM
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Sunday, October 21, 2007
i'm waiting for class to start and i have a confession to make.
are u ready?
BIG confession leh..
i...
went to ktv...
and i sang (yes i really did, thank god there were no videocams ard)
sang 安静 and my fave 最重要的小事..
but all cos it was missadelinelim's bdae and hafta give face ma. of cos it helped i had many ppl to hold the mike for me =0)))
i still think i make a better car or bathroom singer.
yiyi are u going to kill me???? ehehheh 3 yrs of threatening, persuasion and wat not to no avail =0p ade's 面子真的很大喔
and no. i will not be entertaining further requests of similar nature. once is more than enough. dont even think about it.
class STILL isnt starting. teacher late, other students late. told u already..i is good girl. young ppl these days ah..
are u ready?
BIG confession leh..
i...
went to ktv...
and i sang (yes i really did, thank god there were no videocams ard)
sang 安静 and my fave 最重要的小事..
but all cos it was missadelinelim's bdae and hafta give face ma. of cos it helped i had many ppl to hold the mike for me =0)))
i still think i make a better car or bathroom singer.
yiyi are u going to kill me???? ehehheh 3 yrs of threatening, persuasion and wat not to no avail =0p ade's 面子真的很大喔
and no. i will not be entertaining further requests of similar nature. once is more than enough. dont even think about it.
class STILL isnt starting. teacher late, other students late. told u already..i is good girl. young ppl these days ah..
thinking out loud at 2:39 PM
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Wednesday, October 17, 2007
The key to a successful dinner party is in keeping ur guests happily occupied all the way til they konk out. That follows stuffing them with so much food they can barely move but i was too occupied laughing at these pics i totally forgot to photoshop the food pics.
yes yes i noe i CMI. *twiddles thumbs*but at least i was awake, sober and remembered everything that happened that night! hehehe
thinking out loud at 12:55 AM
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Tuesday, October 16, 2007
i tink i figured out why i'm perpetually sleepy these few days.
its cos i havent gone for any sport in such a long time!
(no its not cos of all the partying..that remains a constant hehe)
so i feel tired, sluggish, lethargic and love my bed even more than before
but i also tink the inventor of the snooze button is the most wonderful person ever.
i want to play sports too.. =0(
its so depressing not being able to do stuff i like doing, its SO frustrating not being able to do stuff normal ppl do.. like walking at my usual speed.. going up and down stairs properly..not to mention i feel fat and i swear its making my stress levels go up and my pimple plantation to surface.
ahhh the wonders of exercise. if only they'd stopped installing squatting public toilets -_-'
anyways me bored. this probably explains why i get bored so easily.
its cos i havent gone for any sport in such a long time!
(no its not cos of all the partying..that remains a constant hehe)
so i feel tired, sluggish, lethargic and love my bed even more than before
but i also tink the inventor of the snooze button is the most wonderful person ever.
i want to play sports too.. =0(
its so depressing not being able to do stuff i like doing, its SO frustrating not being able to do stuff normal ppl do.. like walking at my usual speed.. going up and down stairs properly..not to mention i feel fat and i swear its making my stress levels go up and my pimple plantation to surface.
ahhh the wonders of exercise. if only they'd stopped installing squatting public toilets -_-'
anyways me bored. this probably explains why i get bored so easily.
| Your Dominant Thinking Style: Experimenting |
 You're all about looking at the facts, and you could always use more of them. You see life as your lab - and you're always trying out new things, people, and ideas. The master of mix and match, you're always coming up with unique combinations. You are good at getting a group to reach consensus. |
me oso in one of them thinking moods. mabbe its the weather, nice cold dreamy weather perfect setting for thoughts to go adrift. life can be good i do agree but it gets complicated every step of the way. i guess today is jus one of those days where i'm jus not sure where i'm headed, i dont even know if wat i'm doing is right, jus using common sense to navigate around.
thinking out loud at 10:23 AM
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Monday, October 15, 2007
i.am.so.sleepy.WAKE.UP.!!.
z.z.z.z........
Y.A.w.N.
anyways meet 2 of my fave little men.
quote: 'may the fart be with you'
=0)thinking out loud at 4:55 PM
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Wednesday, October 10, 2007
crap. i shld have done a neck massage yest. then again i tink if i did, i will still be sound asleep seeing how the leg massage already caused me to oversleep this morning hehe.
so anyways i cant help but shake head at me own self cos i do things the wrong way. SALAS la sista! on leave sleep in! wake up so early for wat! no leave wake up! got to earn a living the decent way ok! *shake head*
so yeah i was up early again yesterday and did touristy things like sit on the SGH shuttle bus, marvel at the new renovations, paying tons, and walking thru chinatown for very yummy food (me and fren ate like damn alot..xiao long pao, guo tie, noodles, veg, red bean pancake..*burp*) and for a spot of shopping (not that there is much to shop anyway) but finally ended up for foot massage! so funny i did a foot soak, fren did neck massage, then misskang joined us and wanted to do the foot massage. in the end all 2 of us did foot massage! quite shiok sitting in their seats, kinda like sitting on coach enroute to KL with tv somemore ok. if only coach rides to msia came with free massage *dreamy expression* of cos i was trying not to giggle like an idiot. ticklish la!!
and its going to be boyboy's bdae! bdae boy request steamboat so we all went for steamboat. tried the one by terence cao, not too bad not tt ex also. we cleared SO many plates it was rather scary... eeks! but i was made to drink the shark bone soup. luckily not sharks fin =-= i wonder if they get sharks bone the same way they get sharks fin? aiyoh zui guo zui guo shan zai shan zai.. =0(
my xiaolaoren so cute! 8 solid KGs heavy man.. super manja but very nice to hug also hehee. and a happy bdae to the 2 librans in the group!!
thinking out loud at 10:47 AM
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SO..
the verdict is out.
i will be off for 6wks of physio. if tat fails then op. crap i hope i dont have to do the op during xmas. so many parties to attend leh!!
i shall save the rest of the elaboration for tomorrow =0))
the verdict is out.
i will be off for 6wks of physio. if tat fails then op. crap i hope i dont have to do the op during xmas. so many parties to attend leh!!
i shall save the rest of the elaboration for tomorrow =0))
thinking out loud at 12:12 AM
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Sunday, October 07, 2007
i tink going for the op would be the best bdae present i can give myself.cant sleep...so am entertaining myself (and you who is reading) with these snippets.
the first few are, well, pretty normal tests.
1. How Do Men See You?
| Men See You As Playful |
 Men want a challenge and you are the perfect playmate You know how to push men's buttons and attract a wide range of guys You enjoy living and loving - it's one of your most attractive qualities Men are often consumed with desire for you, and you love that! |
2. What Do People Envy About You?
| People Envy Your Compassion |
 You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. |
3. Are You A High Maintenance Woman?
| You Are Medium Maintenance |
 You aren't as hard to deal with as some girls But you aren't the most laid back chick either You're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%! If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a little But if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-) |
4. What Kind of Gift Giver Are You?
| You Are a Creative Gift Giver |
 Your gifts are one of a kind, special, and well chosen. Whether you've made it yourself or searched all over town... There's really no one who has more of a personal touch than you. |
Now this next one is hilarious. it doesnt help that the title is ridiculously huge and in-da-face.
5. Why Don't You Have a Boyfriend?
| You Don't Have a Boyfriend Because You are Too Busy |
 While a relationship sounds nice, you're strapped for time Whether you're legitimately busy or just making excuses... ... You don't give men enough of your time. As nice as "instant love" would be, there's just no such thing. |
BAH. i do as i please =0)
ok finally sleepy. yay!! pics of today's session
thinking out loud at 1:59 AM
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Saturday, October 06, 2007
the day mskong didnt get to lindy
poor me. so i've been home the whole week (eh i've been working from home ok..not slacking) and its been quite an interesting one.
still not decided whether to go for the op or not, but oh well. see how la.
nuff bout tat.
this is about the day I, me, wo, watashi, didnt get to do wat i miss doing. granted, we were all late for classes, but apart from the front where they keep making you do the darnest, simplest of steps over and over and over and over again, lindy is prettty fun.
i want to lindy too! =0(
neh mind, still got next time. but i had such a hard time climbing down the stairs so much so i looked at the rest of the guys at the bottom of the stairs in despair. hao xin ku!!!! anyways headed off to timbre in hopes of listening to a good live band, was told it was timmy. ALAS! suay as i am...ended up some other band played. bah. but not bad la, we played drinking games, laugh until mouth very tired. then went to check out lunar and its provocatively interesting (or shld it be interestingly provocative? aiyah u get wat i mean) ceiling portraits.
pretty fun night, despite the hiccups and stuff. biggest credit goes to misskang for being the world's bestest chauffeur. 10 thumbs up!! but wah so heng we took my car..haf no idea how we would have fit in everyone otherwise hehehhe
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something happened at home last night. its amazing how repercussions reverberate..how things affect ppl in ways you never imagined..how do u react? with tears? disbelief? concern? worry? helplessness? it'll be a really long walk out of there.. but i'll be there if u need me to walk with you. things do pile on you by the dozen huh..first the leg, the mess in indo, the 'argument' with the boss, now this. wats next? though i must say, i'm dealing with it surprisingly calmly. somehow beneath the tears and frustration, logic and rationality prevailed, letting me somehow make sense of this otherwise rather senseless world. and for that i'm glad.
neh mind, still got next time. but i had such a hard time climbing down the stairs so much so i looked at the rest of the guys at the bottom of the stairs in despair. hao xin ku!!!! anyways headed off to timbre in hopes of listening to a good live band, was told it was timmy. ALAS! suay as i am...ended up some other band played. bah. but not bad la, we played drinking games, laugh until mouth very tired. then went to check out lunar and its provocatively interesting (or shld it be interestingly provocative? aiyah u get wat i mean) ceiling portraits.
pretty fun night, despite the hiccups and stuff. biggest credit goes to misskang for being the world's bestest chauffeur. 10 thumbs up!! but wah so heng we took my car..haf no idea how we would have fit in everyone otherwise hehehhe
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something happened at home last night. its amazing how repercussions reverberate..how things affect ppl in ways you never imagined..how do u react? with tears? disbelief? concern? worry? helplessness? it'll be a really long walk out of there.. but i'll be there if u need me to walk with you. things do pile on you by the dozen huh..first the leg, the mess in indo, the 'argument' with the boss, now this. wats next? though i must say, i'm dealing with it surprisingly calmly. somehow beneath the tears and frustration, logic and rationality prevailed, letting me somehow make sense of this otherwise rather senseless world. and for that i'm glad.
thinking out loud at 11:42 AM
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Wednesday, October 03, 2007
i'm back to blogging!! hahah it seems i'm less consistent in doing so while on mc. says alot doesnt it??
anyways this is wat people do when their motherly instincts kick in (finally..about time).
They head on to ikea..
to buy........
a WHISK.
a professional looking one, mind you.
STOMP worthy i must say. bring the music on!
tat grater looks suspiciously like a hair brush.and apart from helping people holding 2 wine glasses and totter around with a dislocated knee, my oven has been rather busy.
with brownies. yummy!!
muffins! i like how my skirt looks in the glass. heheheh. ok i shant digress.
posing for pictures at powerhouse. i quite like how my black hair looks here.
posing for pictures at esmirada. happy belated bdae mskang!!
and a very nice outing with leo and my yiyi jie jie. check out our super atas picnic courtesy of da paolo =0)))thinking out loud at 12:30 AM
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Tuesday, October 02, 2007
i wanted to blog abt my weekend and stuff but well i've got other more impt things to think about now.
money is an issue but there are also other factors to consider.
dont blame me for being a chicken, but it does kinda sound kinda scary.
but i had a good weekend, jus damn sian tinking about the days ahead.
going to be so bored..PLEASE ask me out cos i'll be SO free now tat i cant do any form of sports. or anything else but sit, for the matter. so sian. soooooo sian man.
*sad sad sigh*
=0((
money is an issue but there are also other factors to consider.
dont blame me for being a chicken, but it does kinda sound kinda scary.
but i had a good weekend, jus damn sian tinking about the days ahead.
going to be so bored..PLEASE ask me out cos i'll be SO free now tat i cant do any form of sports. or anything else but sit, for the matter. so sian. soooooo sian man.
*sad sad sigh*
=0((