Tuesday, January 30, 2007
singapura boleh
despite having to trek for a good 20mins to the stadium, and missing the 1st half, i mus say, i finally sorta understand the fuss abt soccer.
red carpet lined with cisco guards, macham like for some grand entrance of some VIP football. except tat this.. was the great divide btwn the fans of both sides.
no red carpet, so use human cisco wall instead. even grandstand also dun have so many congregated in the same place lor..
we won! yay! woohoo! yeah! heng lor! and then it started to rain. pour. storm. buckets. torrents. eck.
now will someone pls explain to me the meaning of 'offside' without sending me the link to wikipedia? heheh
red carpet lined with cisco guards, macham like for some grand entrance of some VIP football. except tat this.. was the great divide btwn the fans of both sides.
no red carpet, so use human cisco wall instead. even grandstand also dun have so many congregated in the same place lor..
we won! yay! woohoo! yeah! heng lor! and then it started to rain. pour. storm. buckets. torrents. eck.now will someone pls explain to me the meaning of 'offside' without sending me the link to wikipedia? heheh
thinking out loud at 12:15 AM
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Monday, January 29, 2007
its been quite a queer weekend.
few separate incidents, all inexplicably linked by twists of fate, much like a well constructed mystery novel.
thankfully it was topped off by laughs, manicures on the floor, (extremely nice) wedding shots and errr soft toys. and a whole boxful of donuts from the donut factory (wah siao the queue so long..wait for the hype to be over la..and thanks!). Also the endless choices of routes to go home by.
lesson learnt tonight is that all roads lead home, no matter how u turn, deviate, swerve and collect summons along the way.
one other thing: intuition can be quite a scary thing.
well, my dear friend, u've proven to be right more than once this weekend. now if i'd jus start listening to you.
few separate incidents, all inexplicably linked by twists of fate, much like a well constructed mystery novel.
thankfully it was topped off by laughs, manicures on the floor, (extremely nice) wedding shots and errr soft toys. and a whole boxful of donuts from the donut factory (wah siao the queue so long..wait for the hype to be over la..and thanks!). Also the endless choices of routes to go home by.
lesson learnt tonight is that all roads lead home, no matter how u turn, deviate, swerve and collect summons along the way.
one other thing: intuition can be quite a scary thing.
well, my dear friend, u've proven to be right more than once this weekend. now if i'd jus start listening to you.
thinking out loud at 1:17 AM
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
went to watch the superstar preview at caldecott hill. never quite felt as old as i did sitting amongst screaming teens. and these weren't even real superstars!but ok la, quite interesting to sit in a live recording thing. pt here is: make up DOES wonders. amazing.
thinking out loud at 7:52 PM
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
the 24th of Jan 2007
i'm not blind to reiterate today's date.
its jus tat its finally the 2nd yr of work here today.
congrats to me (?/!/...)
so. last night, i counted down to today.
hated half of today cos i kept coughing, sneezing and sniffing.
and hated the other half cos i got a really rude email fr a colleague. now not only do i fear qns, i fear emails even more *shudder*
but quite glad for today too.
glad boss was on my side
glad for nice messages all the way fr vancouver
glad tat its gonna be 6 soon
glad for frens who keep bugging me to see a doc and STAY away fr the Bug
glad for the pack of vicks kindly bought by a really nice person (dont say i dont mention u ok!!)
glad for moments like this.
its jus tat its finally the 2nd yr of work here today.
congrats to me (?/!/...)
so. last night, i counted down to today.
hated half of today cos i kept coughing, sneezing and sniffing.
and hated the other half cos i got a really rude email fr a colleague. now not only do i fear qns, i fear emails even more *shudder*
but quite glad for today too.
glad boss was on my side
glad for nice messages all the way fr vancouver
glad tat its gonna be 6 soon
glad for frens who keep bugging me to see a doc and STAY away fr the Bug
glad for the pack of vicks kindly bought by a really nice person (dont say i dont mention u ok!!)
glad for moments like this.
thinking out loud at 5:24 PM
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Monday, January 22, 2007
our history
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interesting sat..full report/captions/etc etc later.. eheh
in case u didnt manage to catch the all impt manual. almost textbook worthy.
hedkandi. time was devoted btwn starring at the floor (which you see) and cute guys (which u wont see cos i didnt get to take a nice shot)
Ade's calender series Photo 1: with yours truly
Ade's calender series Photo 2: i is monster. i also is monster wor.
Ade's calender series Photo 3: damn. my monster face could've been cuter.
Ade's calender series Photo 4: Shooting with stars. But who's the star and who's the fan??
thinking out loud at 1:52 AM
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
its been quite a crazy week what with hanging out, work, various activities, am really looking forward to the 1st monday where the blues wont strike. figured i shld put the bonus to good use =0)
it hasnt been a very smooth start to the year, it seems like i'm merely on the mildly bubbling surface of a cauldron.
i find it hard to differentiate btwn this yr and last. just a continuation of a long-drawn-out story, my story.
forgive me if i havent been the best of company. excuse my lack of tolerance at certain things. pardon snappy and grouchy, 2 good friends who always happen to be in the vicinity.
i cant exactly articulate why this feels like a difficult phase.
some have left, some are going, some will stay, some will arrive.
take care, miss you already, see you later, hey nice to meet you.
herein the dilemma conflicts. and there lies the struggle within.
it hasnt been a very smooth start to the year, it seems like i'm merely on the mildly bubbling surface of a cauldron.
i find it hard to differentiate btwn this yr and last. just a continuation of a long-drawn-out story, my story.
forgive me if i havent been the best of company. excuse my lack of tolerance at certain things. pardon snappy and grouchy, 2 good friends who always happen to be in the vicinity.
i cant exactly articulate why this feels like a difficult phase.
some have left, some are going, some will stay, some will arrive.
take care, miss you already, see you later, hey nice to meet you.
herein the dilemma conflicts. and there lies the struggle within.
thinking out loud at 11:52 AM
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Thursday, January 18, 2007
super sleepy.no more working late.
(uh but still got a few more days before bonus comes in leh..)
no more coming home late.
(but i need to go out! gym! shop!)
no more talking/msn-ing til late.
(and a certain someone shld stop thinking i'm his aunt agony)
no more going for supper late.
(but i mus say the river valley fish porridge serves the best fish slices)
ya right.
like tt'll ever happen.
ehehehehe
and after all tt blogging, i'm STILL sleepy.
helpppppppppppppppppppp
thinking out loud at 3:13 PM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Currently playing inside my head (2)
what day is itand in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you
there's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
everything she does is beautiful
everything she does is right
thinking out loud at 1:42 PM
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Currently playing inside my head (1)
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to meOh things are gonna happen naturally
Oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
Another day to sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just read of
Others only read of the love, the love that I love.
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
You and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
More importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
And if you could see me now
Well I'm almost finally out of
I'm finally out of
Finally
Well I'm almost finally, finally
Well I'm free, oh, I'm free
And it's okay if you have go away
Oh just remember the telephone works both ways
And if I never ever hear them ring
If nothing else I'll think the bells inside
Have finally found you someone else and that's okay
Cause I'll remember everything you sang
Cause you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of.
I'm finally out of, finally
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words.
thinking out loud at 1:40 PM
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Friday, January 12, 2007
and it was yellow
while i looked out of the window, dismayed at the downpour, i decided to walk to work.
haha.
what caused the walk was, as usual, something someone said. nice things, but also makes things more difficult. makes the decision harder. makes leaving harder.
so armed with matching umbrella and skirt and slippers, off i stomped thru puddles and over fallen twigs & branches.
didnt quite like the scratchy feeling of the sand particles, nor did i take too kindly to crazy drivers who insisted on going thru flooded patches at killer speed.
didnt quite walk the whole way to work too. cos, at the leisurely pace i was at, i'd have been late for work.
but i think i really like walking in the rain. i like walking right into puddles and splashing all the water at everyone else. funnily, more ppl seem to wear yellow on a rainy day.
and yes, in response to yiyi, i have weird hobbies.
finally, a tongue twister to end this off. Try saying 'otorhinolarynology' now. fast. 3 times in a row. ok make that 2. eheh.
haha.
what caused the walk was, as usual, something someone said. nice things, but also makes things more difficult. makes the decision harder. makes leaving harder.
so armed with matching umbrella and skirt and slippers, off i stomped thru puddles and over fallen twigs & branches.
didnt quite like the scratchy feeling of the sand particles, nor did i take too kindly to crazy drivers who insisted on going thru flooded patches at killer speed.
didnt quite walk the whole way to work too. cos, at the leisurely pace i was at, i'd have been late for work.
but i think i really like walking in the rain. i like walking right into puddles and splashing all the water at everyone else. funnily, more ppl seem to wear yellow on a rainy day.
and yes, in response to yiyi, i have weird hobbies.
finally, a tongue twister to end this off. Try saying 'otorhinolarynology' now. fast. 3 times in a row. ok make that 2. eheh.
thinking out loud at 1:53 PM
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
had a dream last night.one scene i remeber the clearest is being by some river side, during evening time, and seeing 3 rainbows appear together next to each other.
wanted to take a photo of it, but by the time the camera was ready, the rainbows had started to fade.
after tat, they appeared again. but so faint, they were jus a shadow of their former selves (?).
its a sign.
i need a new camera.
=0)
tried tennis out yest. its damn hard! plus the courts are so huge. so unfortunate i dont like to run. yes la i know i'm lazy la. but i really would rather dance. its less boring!
i still am irritated tho. while i really dont mind exercising more every week, i cant! cos my knee cant take it! bah. stupid knee. jus my luck.
sigh. bored. and going mad at work. so in blo(d)ging, i seek solace.
ooommmmmm.
thinking out loud at 12:15 PM
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Monday, January 08, 2007
i need to go on leave to do work.at the rate things are happening, i cant get ANY work done at work at all.
ppffffttttttttttttttt.
fish & chicken nuggets.
thinking out loud at 9:30 AM
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
i give up on salsa.
tats cos lindyhop is waaaaay more fun!
twisty step designed to make u trip and fall. also good for reducing waist line.
Round 1: Ade & Joce
Round 2: me & joce. i know i salas already la. whole leg supposed to be leaning against joce's. but i is scared ma.
eh. its not easy ok. for one, sonsidering you're supposed to totally lean against ur partner, there's the perpetual FEAR tat u're too heavy and ur partner will fall. as u can tell, i was ABOUT to lose balance.
but today's lesson wasnt all tat bad. in fact, i had great fun! wasnt as hard as i remembered it to be, and i could actually remember all the steps. oh. but they had a stupid move. a cross between an egyptian move and a chicken cluck. go figure.
but still. i really had fun. 2 of my partners were quite funny. one, who kept asking me to dance with him, was described by someone as 'i thot he was handicapped leh!'. the other more beng one also quite funny la.
yay! great! found something else tat i like!
=0D
tats cos lindyhop is waaaaay more fun!
twisty step designed to make u trip and fall. also good for reducing waist line.
Round 1: Ade & Joce
Round 2: me & joce. i know i salas already la. whole leg supposed to be leaning against joce's. but i is scared ma.eh. its not easy ok. for one, sonsidering you're supposed to totally lean against ur partner, there's the perpetual FEAR tat u're too heavy and ur partner will fall. as u can tell, i was ABOUT to lose balance.
but today's lesson wasnt all tat bad. in fact, i had great fun! wasnt as hard as i remembered it to be, and i could actually remember all the steps. oh. but they had a stupid move. a cross between an egyptian move and a chicken cluck. go figure.
but still. i really had fun. 2 of my partners were quite funny. one, who kept asking me to dance with him, was described by someone as 'i thot he was handicapped leh!'. the other more beng one also quite funny la.
yay! great! found something else tat i like!
=0D
thinking out loud at 1:18 AM
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Friday, January 05, 2007
first work week of the new yr.
its annoying how u get derailed so often from your actual jobscope.
firefighting, answering silly questions, the usual office hum drum.
i need time to do wat i was hired for.
sounds so stupid right? i mean, i work hard all day and night. only to find out i haven't really been doing my job. i've been working, but no idea on wat.
point is, at the end of the day, i'd have accomplished all of nothing.
i miss the start of a school year. the packing of a new school bag, the nice clean textbooks, getting to know the classmates, catching up after the hols, making sure all the nailpolish and earrings are off, rushing to copy holiday homework, etc etc.
at least u sorta get a sense of a new year, a new start.
working just makes everyday the same.
new yr or not.
day in, day out.
its annoying how u get derailed so often from your actual jobscope.
firefighting, answering silly questions, the usual office hum drum.
i need time to do wat i was hired for.
sounds so stupid right? i mean, i work hard all day and night. only to find out i haven't really been doing my job. i've been working, but no idea on wat.
point is, at the end of the day, i'd have accomplished all of nothing.
i miss the start of a school year. the packing of a new school bag, the nice clean textbooks, getting to know the classmates, catching up after the hols, making sure all the nailpolish and earrings are off, rushing to copy holiday homework, etc etc.
at least u sorta get a sense of a new year, a new start.
working just makes everyday the same.
new yr or not.
day in, day out.
thinking out loud at 5:39 PM
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
first to val's..apparently they started drinking at 6pm.. poopy was mad as usual.
then to monty's..
note to self: skip the bar food. the indian restaurant next door looks better, food also smells more appetising! managed to catch the fireworks..watever spilled out of fullerton. still quite nice la. plus we were by the river. really quite nice to hang and chill out there.
then!! i really started off the new yr with a big bang lor..on my head..bumped into a low ceiling.. !@#$%^
after that..checkers. cos the bar food we had was super duper unsatisfying! i've been upgraded to status of 'regular customer'. and in return, i get waffles even if its not on the xmas menu. woohoo!
then to monty's..
note to self: skip the bar food. the indian restaurant next door looks better, food also smells more appetising! managed to catch the fireworks..watever spilled out of fullerton. still quite nice la. plus we were by the river. really quite nice to hang and chill out there.
then!! i really started off the new yr with a big bang lor..on my head..bumped into a low ceiling.. !@#$%^
after that..checkers. cos the bar food we had was super duper unsatisfying! i've been upgraded to status of 'regular customer'. and in return, i get waffles even if its not on the xmas menu. woohoo!
next few days were jus spent pigging out. diet? wat diet? *innocent look*
1) rainbow! i noe its damn faint la but i can see it ok..its a good omen..
2) my cousin serving us food leh!!! grow up liao!! and..check out the plants we got as part of our meal. kailan stuck in ice. how..er..botanical. if i'm not mistaken, it was kailan sashimi, complete with soy sauce n wasabi
3) crabs! blog abt it later. then a whole series of movies. even got projector and white (curtain) screen ok! go watch death note. very nice!
4) tj's back!!!! jus check out him eating kaya toast lor.. sick? wat sickness? looks fine to me wat!! ehehehehe! still, was really good to see everyone together again!
1) rainbow! i noe its damn faint la but i can see it ok..its a good omen..
2) my cousin serving us food leh!!! grow up liao!! and..check out the plants we got as part of our meal. kailan stuck in ice. how..er..botanical. if i'm not mistaken, it was kailan sashimi, complete with soy sauce n wasabi
3) crabs! blog abt it later. then a whole series of movies. even got projector and white (curtain) screen ok! go watch death note. very nice!
4) tj's back!!!! jus check out him eating kaya toast lor.. sick? wat sickness? looks fine to me wat!! ehehehehe! still, was really good to see everyone together again!
and then..its back to work..
haiz...
thinking out loud at 11:52 PM
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Monday, January 01, 2007
无名的怒火
有说不出的无力想敲打我自己
麻木的神经
感觉自己像个机器快不能呼吸
火辣的太阳永远在前方
无尽的公路无尽的追求
我想要 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
甩开一切无所谓
run away run away
像困在雾里
焦躁的想从茫然的现实中逃离
淡掉的感情
还坚持下去又有什么的意义
风吹乱头发黑暗星空下
无尽的公路无尽的自由
我需要 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
甩开一切无所谓就快去
run away run away
我可以 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
是为自己不为谁
不在乎的 run away
很多人再说不断的一直说
必须这样子做不能够那样做
却又没有办法在自己的生命中突破
如果再不走就永远不会走
别让自己再回头
没挣扎怎能够有自由快走
现在就 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
甩开一切无所谓
run away run away
快点去 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
是为自己不为谁
不在乎的 run away
现在要 run away run away
今天要 run away run away
有说不出的无力想敲打我自己
麻木的神经
感觉自己像个机器快不能呼吸
火辣的太阳永远在前方
无尽的公路无尽的追求
我想要 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
甩开一切无所谓
run away run away
像困在雾里
焦躁的想从茫然的现实中逃离
淡掉的感情
还坚持下去又有什么的意义
风吹乱头发黑暗星空下
无尽的公路无尽的自由
我需要 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
甩开一切无所谓就快去
run away run away
我可以 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
是为自己不为谁
不在乎的 run away
很多人再说不断的一直说
必须这样子做不能够那样做
却又没有办法在自己的生命中突破
如果再不走就永远不会走
别让自己再回头
没挣扎怎能够有自由快走
现在就 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
甩开一切无所谓
run away run away
快点去 run away run away
不想再怀疑自己对不对
是为自己不为谁
不在乎的 run away
现在要 run away run away
今天要 run away run away