Friday, November 30, 2007
i was thinking about a conversation i had.
things that we brush aside there and then, shouldnt come up as an issue later on, simply cos we chose not to be bothered by it then.
so the fact that it matters now means that it mattered then, and it shld have been dealt with then, and not now. the longer it simmers, the easier it reaches boiling point.
things that get to me, well there arent tat many these days honestly. compared to say, a yr ago? its the same few issues that recur which i somehow havent figured how to deal with.
mabbe i jus dont have the guts to deal with it. and i choose to tread around the issue, gingerly, carefully. stupid choice? well then i'll have to deal with the fact tt i was stupid enough to choose to do it this way.
today feels different..a 'habit' formed over the last few months got broken and i feel abit weird.
i guess its partly the expectations i have. you view things in a way, and expect them to be constant from then on. so when it doesnt meet Expectation, Imbalance ensues.
so how?
dont expect lor.. jus liddat lor.. have than have, dun have then dun have lor.
jus..watever.. and really mean it this time round.
can i do it? i have to..but will i be able to do it?
----
er ok..the part about the habit being broken is now irrelevant.
=0p
things that we brush aside there and then, shouldnt come up as an issue later on, simply cos we chose not to be bothered by it then.
so the fact that it matters now means that it mattered then, and it shld have been dealt with then, and not now. the longer it simmers, the easier it reaches boiling point.
things that get to me, well there arent tat many these days honestly. compared to say, a yr ago? its the same few issues that recur which i somehow havent figured how to deal with.
mabbe i jus dont have the guts to deal with it. and i choose to tread around the issue, gingerly, carefully. stupid choice? well then i'll have to deal with the fact tt i was stupid enough to choose to do it this way.
today feels different..a 'habit' formed over the last few months got broken and i feel abit weird.
i guess its partly the expectations i have. you view things in a way, and expect them to be constant from then on. so when it doesnt meet Expectation, Imbalance ensues.
so how?
dont expect lor.. jus liddat lor.. have than have, dun have then dun have lor.
jus..watever.. and really mean it this time round.
can i do it? i have to..but will i be able to do it?
----
er ok..the part about the habit being broken is now irrelevant.
=0p
thinking out loud at 1:41 PM
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
its nice to be woken up this way, especially on cold chilly mornings like this.
makes me feel...well.. just happy really.
could really get used to it.
even tho i'd much rather be away holidaying somewhere else.
makes me feel...well.. just happy really.
could really get used to it.
even tho i'd much rather be away holidaying somewhere else.
which reminds me..tons of photos to sort thru and do up. so much backlog!
both alarms worked today..too well in fact.. i'm left with so much time before i haf to head to work. nice way to start the week, especially since its already wed.
both alarms worked today..too well in fact.. i'm left with so much time before i haf to head to work. nice way to start the week, especially since its already wed.
oh well =0)
thinking out loud at 8:37 AM
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Friday, November 23, 2007
i feel so drained.mentally, emotionally.
so drained.
thinking out loud at 3:42 PM
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Wednesday, November 21, 2007
couldnt stop sneezing yest after the rain, felt rather flu-y.i tink this must be what they call...
~ divine retribution ~
thinking out loud at 12:58 PM
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007
yun says (1:50 PM):so mich ended up sleeping over last night
yun says (1:50 PM):
on the floor
yun says (1:50 PM):
and so i ended up being late for my appt
yun says (1:50 PM):
for physio
yun says (1:50 PM):
but i was SUPER early for my doc one
yun says (1:50 PM):
so i queue lor
yun says (1:50 PM):
like half hr
yun says (1:50 PM):
but the freaking consultation was like all of
yun says (1:50 PM):
*drum roll*
yun says (1:50 PM):
3 mins
yun says (1:51 PM):
and it cost me
yun says (1:51 PM):
*another drum roll*
yun says (1:51 PM):
60bucks
yun says (1:51 PM):
hahaha
yun says (1:51 PM):
but no need go back see him or her
yun says (1:51 PM):
but i oso did an experiment on these 2 ppl
yun says (1:51 PM):
(elaborate later heheh)
yun says (1:51 PM):
so after tat fren msged and she was feeling bit sian
yun says (1:51 PM):
so i thot i'd take her out for lunch
yun says (1:51 PM):
so fr chinatown right, i took mrt
yun says (1:52 PM):
(sorry abit long the story)
yun says (1:52 PM):
then hor at the station got this china lady she ask me how to get to boon lay
yun says (1:52 PM):
but i wasnt tat sure, then got this guy near me, then he volunteer the info la
yun says (1:52 PM):
but then he start to ask her alot of things leh..like oh u fr china ah which part, wat flight u came on,
yun says (1:53 PM):
how many days, first here ah, etc etc
yun says (1:53 PM):
ASK ALOT lOR til she abit scared scared
yun says (1:53 PM):
so the mrt come le then i signal to her to go the opposite side fr him la
yun says (1:53 PM):
then she look so lost i said i'd take her to the east west side lor
yun says (1:53 PM):
then along the way we were toking la, quite funny oso
yun says (1:53 PM):
then on the way back to nel, i met me fren..heheh he going up escalator, i going down
yun says (1:54 PM):
then hor i got on the nel liao hor then got this big commotion..tis girl kenna kiap at the door
yun says (1:54 PM):
then she was sorta screaming la
yun says (1:54 PM):
then this lady sat next to me and started toking to me. and we had quite a nice chat on the way la
yun says (1:54 PM):
macham she my family fren liddat
yun says (1:55 PM):
so off i went to meet me fren and we were exploring gilman village..then on the way back to my house, she spotted her ex's car at the hawker opp my house
yun says (1:55 PM):
HAHA
yun says (1:55 PM):
so i was like, eh..hehhe lemme go say HIII to him
yun says (1:55 PM):
so i really went and said HIIII to him
yun says (1:55 PM):
but after tat hor it rain damn heavily la so i walked back in the rain
yun says (1:56 PM):
and thats how i ended up being totally drenched
yun says (1:56 PM):
- The End -
thinking out loud at 1:58 PM
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Friday, November 16, 2007
Note to self: At the ripe old age of 25, i guess things arent that shitty afterall. and the world still has orh jian, mee sua and mifee!
=0)
no time to update about everything, jus tat its been a really nice bdae, thanks to everyone (sneaky surprisers and conspirers and all) like my dear FLPJs & steamboat; fags, the xilinx badminton team & the embarrassing bdae song singing at the badminton court, engin gang who rushed down for lunch!!, net & pecan praline, SIM grp with my lil xavier boy, and all the nice messages (including the super funny one fr the biggest boss) and gifts and treats and wat nots. more celebrations coming right up tom! and then its off to bkk and vietnam! wooooohooooo!
Final note to self: to think of wat to wish for prior to bdae..to avoid stuttering and hemming and hawing before the candles all burn out.
Noted.
=0)
no time to update about everything, jus tat its been a really nice bdae, thanks to everyone (sneaky surprisers and conspirers and all) like my dear FLPJs & steamboat; fags, the xilinx badminton team & the embarrassing bdae song singing at the badminton court, engin gang who rushed down for lunch!!, net & pecan praline, SIM grp with my lil xavier boy, and all the nice messages (including the super funny one fr the biggest boss) and gifts and treats and wat nots. more celebrations coming right up tom! and then its off to bkk and vietnam! wooooohooooo!
Final note to self: to think of wat to wish for prior to bdae..to avoid stuttering and hemming and hawing before the candles all burn out.
Noted.
thinking out loud at 3:04 PM
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Friday, November 02, 2007
my frens are the absolute sweetest. and thats really important..cos, well 出外靠朋友 right?
tons of stuff i havent updated..only had time to be moody but actually tink the past few weeks have been brilliant.
started with ade's bdae, and we baked a cake for her! well made might be a better word. but still, we managed to make 1 cake and about 15 cups of the peanut butter mousse in a record 3plus hours. we're getting good! then sent off the peanut butter cups to fren's place to store cos there wasnt enough space. went for supper with the guys and dropped some off for their colleague who was still working at 1am. poor thing!
so the next day was ade's celebration, but went for another celebration with mom and aunt. woke up ridiculously early that morning, got buzzed by missmymy to go for the raoul sale which was SO chaotic. but managed to get good deals! ade's party was at safra's ktv..and there was the whole episode where i shi sheng..haha at her request. then headed off to another party tho i was kinda late for it cos almost everyone had left. still, i got good food to eat! and i will not watch another ghost movie. ever.
and i finally went back for badminton and squash!! but i made my partner run so much during badminton he refused to partner me again.. =0( but how i missed sports man! then went for murtabak cos i had cravings, had a fun time squeezing so many ppl in the car hahaha
met missleo and missgu for shopping! went for cheap good food at rabbit, then made full use of missleo's bdae discount vouchers hehe. had a good chat and catching up session with the girls and got more songs to add to me collection hehe thanks!
been having steak cravings so met poon and the rest for hogs. xavier is so cute! cept he's damn heavy.. still nice to cuddle but getting naughtier and hum sup lor.. like father like son.. hhaaa. checked out the 2am dessert place too, not bad la but abit ex.. tink i prefer corduroy overall. of cos i might be biased towards corduroy cos of certain special memories of that place =0)
tons of stuff i havent updated..only had time to be moody but actually tink the past few weeks have been brilliant.
started with ade's bdae, and we baked a cake for her! well made might be a better word. but still, we managed to make 1 cake and about 15 cups of the peanut butter mousse in a record 3plus hours. we're getting good! then sent off the peanut butter cups to fren's place to store cos there wasnt enough space. went for supper with the guys and dropped some off for their colleague who was still working at 1am. poor thing!
so the next day was ade's celebration, but went for another celebration with mom and aunt. woke up ridiculously early that morning, got buzzed by missmymy to go for the raoul sale which was SO chaotic. but managed to get good deals! ade's party was at safra's ktv..and there was the whole episode where i shi sheng..haha at her request. then headed off to another party tho i was kinda late for it cos almost everyone had left. still, i got good food to eat! and i will not watch another ghost movie. ever.
and i finally went back for badminton and squash!! but i made my partner run so much during badminton he refused to partner me again.. =0( but how i missed sports man! then went for murtabak cos i had cravings, had a fun time squeezing so many ppl in the car hahaha
met missleo and missgu for shopping! went for cheap good food at rabbit, then made full use of missleo's bdae discount vouchers hehe. had a good chat and catching up session with the girls and got more songs to add to me collection hehe thanks!
been having steak cravings so met poon and the rest for hogs. xavier is so cute! cept he's damn heavy.. still nice to cuddle but getting naughtier and hum sup lor.. like father like son.. hhaaa. checked out the 2am dessert place too, not bad la but abit ex.. tink i prefer corduroy overall. of cos i might be biased towards corduroy cos of certain special memories of that place =0)
met up with priya and mich, had a really good steak (again!) sandwich at da paolo and lotsa bitching erm catching up i mean hehe. funnily my mom got home before i left with omelette for me bfast..fr da paolo too! haa. headed off to do some purchasing to pack bags for vietnamese sch kids. thankfully we managed to get all tat we wanted to, and even got a free dinner hehe
finally managed to go for my physio session. DAMN tiring.. feel my muscles are so super weak and underworked man.. hopefully it works.. tho it still feels abit weird. went over to missbebe's for dinner and i contributed with the omelette mentioned above. hehe havent seen her in quite a bit. then cos it was my fren's bdae, headed off to celebrate. met my sec sch fren! havent seen her in like 9yrs man.. sg is soo small..
went for a whole body
hehhe and this conversation was so funny
@says (11:38 AM):
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!
yun says (11:39 AM):
huh
er
@ says (11:39 AM):
i'll be 1st mah
yun says (11:39 AM):
damn funny la u!
but u not the first
@ says (11:39 AM):
14 mah
@ says (11:39 AM):
aiya
nvm
next year i'll be 1st
and its missaw's bdae! er yest i mean. haa. but after squash we managed to sorta surprise her by bringing her to villa bali where the rest were waiting. so cool, full attendance by the fags! havent relaxed and chilled with everyone for such a long time.. tink the fags are best at spontaneous events.. not pre-planned ones hhehe
and now its almost the weekend!! shld be a fun one tho i feel like i'm coming down with a flu. propolis!! do ur magic!!