Friday, September 28, 2007

'In a number of carefully controlled trials, scientists have demonstrated that if we drink 1 liter of water each day, at the end of the year we would have absorbed more than 1 kilo of Escherichia coli, (E. coli) - bacteria found in feces. In other words, we are consuming 1 kilo of poop.

However, we do NOT run that risk when drinking wine & beer (or tequila, rum, whiskey or other liquor) because alcohol has to go through a purification process of boiling, filtering and/or fermenting.

Remember: Water = Poop, Wine = Health

Therefore, it's better to drink wine and talk stupid, than to drink water and be full of shit.'

-wise words by missmymy

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

from the looks of things, i am going to go back to taking my melatonin. and be REAL religious about it.

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Wednesday, September 26, 2007

ok things are getting abit confusing. appearances, re-appearances, disapperances, bah!! wats up with that?!

its so confusing really. i go thru these periods of uncertainty and semi-depression, and then i swing to really happy moods where nothing fazes me at all. happy bubblyness. its this really nice feeling tat sorta bubbles thru you, and u sorta jus bask in the happiness of the moment.

and after it all, i still have no idea wats happening.

BAH.

ironically i tink its precisely because life is good now that i'm discontented with the minor things tat go wrong. yet, i'm quite thankful they more or less iron themselves out and i generally end up having the time of my life.

yep. this is how life shld be. i dont think i'd have it any other way.

but i think i shall go get myself something nice. time to reward me for being me.

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Monday, September 24, 2007

owe you 10 dollars

its that time of the week again.

the time for me to update wats been happening, to wish it were still the weekend, for you to have something somewhat entertaining to read etc.

fri's squash was unfortunately cancelled, so ended up meeting the smart group for dinner. then went to axis for drinks, was asked a couple of times how i was related to the group, headed off to play board games with hisroyalhotness and frens, ended up losing miserably at all the thinking games.

woke on sat, headed off to meet yi and leo for a spot of shopping. bodynits had a great sale! got nice stuff at really cheap prices thanks to leo's card. i is now a bodynits VIP, can lend u my card =0)

then rushed off to watch sicko. not bad, quite glad i is in sg. then after tat da paolo's was toooo welcoming..and we ended up packing dinner from there for a mini picnic! so full..then went off to be more full at the min ge can ting. drinks no nice..like my sweettalk ALOT better. but so qiao, met ryan and hl there cept i din go say hi to hl. wasnt too sure cos i mainly saw jus her back and side profile. the place not bad, i actually did know (some of) the songs played =0)))

was supposed to meet my missmymy afterwards, so headed to her place for bitching and bak kwa session hehehe but too bad, had to cut it short cos i was suposed to wake up early for that treetop which never materialised cos it poured!! bah.

so ended up picking the girls for bfast at my fave sin ming bak kut teh, then wen to get ingredients for baking cheesecake brownies. recipe not bad! the rest headed back, so went to meet mymy to do work. why din they have such places when we were studying!!! free internet, not bad food, magazines, power point!! tmd.. i shall be back soon =0)))

me was good girl, learnt my espanol, even had my espanol lesson with my el estadounidense profesor de espanol (is this correct??). someone else was using babel fish to humour me in espanol. tink i suitably embarrassed mymy cos i was laughing my head off at this youtube video. its DAMN FUNNY i couldnt stop laughing! lucky not tat many ppl around so i could laugh in peace. *snigger*

oo and since we din haf dinner, we headed off to our fave hotel in marine parade for a nightcap. er family gathering i mean. nice way to round up the weekend spending it with some of my fave ppl.

and now its back to the weekday. weekdays are meant as restdays before the next weekend comes. =0))

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Wednesday, September 19, 2007

decided to do one more test. tired of being tech support. and there's like almost no one in the office. bleah.

anyways.
Ignore the ugly picture.

but hmm it explains why i have so many green shirts and pens? cant say its my fave colour cos i like way too many colours. but it was when i was in Pri 1 i tink. haaa.


Take this test at Tickle


Your true color is Green!


What's Your True Color?

You're green, the color of growth and vigor. Good-hearted and giving, you have a knack for finding and bringing out the best in people. Green is the most down-to-earth color in the spectrum — reliable and trustworthy. People know they can count on you to be around in times of need, since your concern for people is genuine and sincere. You take pride in being a good friend. For you, success is measured in terms of personal achievement and growth, not by status or position. Rare as emeralds, greens are wonderful, natural people.

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today's my last espanol lesson. i'm capable of telling you my name, nationality, age and languages i speak. i can also thank you and say you're welcome (btw wat do u say when u thank someone, and they say u're welcome?)

oo i also know how to say things like housewife, pilot, shit, water, goodbye forever. i still tink my tagalog vocab is alot more extensive.

actually i dont tink language is hard. yes i know i've been complaining espanol is hard, and frankly its so cos i'm not used to it. i havent heard enough of it unlike jap or malay or tagalog which i hear quite often. i dont have enough opportunity to practise, or read, or watch. i need to be able to both hear, see and get corrected.

mon's class was kinda fun. stressful definitely cos we were made to go up and talk about our families. HENG I GOT SMALL FAMILY. one of them had like 5 siblings, all married, with at least 2 or 3 kids. solitaire is good.

i kinda like the way life is going right now save for some hiccups and uncertain patches here and there. these are inevitable (i'm in the semi-enlightened-and-dazed-cos-i'm-sleepy state now so i can afford to say tat). and how cool tat i actually know most of the songs playing on 933 (933 leh! not english channel leh!! *beams*)

but its quite annoying to haf to configure new email accounts before migrating it and its also quite irritating haf to go and find bahasa courses my own self when it shld be done by..well someone else? and tat i once again haf to edit the entire foundation website text for like the 12th time. but i quite like tat im kept busy and on my toes especially after work cos i feel like i'm actually doing something useful.

and i dont feel like i'm losing weight despite my newly acquired 'healthy' lifestyle. damn you burgers, wings, durian mooncakes and wat nots.

well, for once, i went off straight to bed after getting back. didnt switch on the com, didnt get online. jus plopped to bed. strangely enough, i woke up missing someone. havent done that in a while.

i was just tinking how i dont qualify to complain and whine abt stuff at tis point in time. i know who i am, why i am here, how i feel and what i'm doing at this very moment. and tats good enough for now.

anyway to add to an already long post, decided to do one of those personality things. this is wat came up:

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. (wait: so means i'd be even MORE interesting if i be myself assuming i arent even though i tink i am especially around the ppl i'm comfy with like my FLPJs n FAGs and whoever else?)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. (but like i said..cannot induce nightmare when u wake up and see him in the middle of the night..)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (first part really true, 2nd duno leh)

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. (eh! i like to study! i is nerd lor! apart from this, no other violent objections..)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (okaaaaaayyyyyyy..finnneeeeeee)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (no leh..angry means angry..u'll DEFINITELY know when i'm angry.. using nonchalance to cover up is more likely)

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long. (calm like mother theresa one moment, asian tsunami the next? really meh..?)

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Monday, September 17, 2007

i like this song. alot.




its kinda irritating to go on repeat mode via youtube. but neh mind. sure someone will be nice enough to pirate for me soon hehe. or at least lend me the soundtrack.

finally caught the show on sat.. but cos we were late, and cos of the silly queuing system in cathay amk, only caught the movie after that getai king died. but still was a really nice show. MUCH MUCH nicer than rogue assassin which i caught later the same day (ya i noe..watch 2 movies, play pool twice, all in a day..must be siao)

fri was very fun too! everyone (and i mean everyone, even joce!) turned up at me house for games day. din get to book tennis but laugh so much during table tennis jas got quite high after tat. silly girl =0p and ya got her addicted to games day too. in the end when we headed to botak jones we really needed the biggest table for all 10 of us. hehe the FAGs are expanding! (waistline expansion is not my responsibility ok..)

oh someone told me something on sat night. left me SO disturbed. aiyoh.. i seriously didnt mean anything lor.. why i keep giving wrong impression?? argh.. shit. i'm screwed.

anyway sun oso v fun, went to turqoise room for bfast, went for spanish classical dance which reminded me of my good ol dance days. so disciplined! position 1, 2, 3, faster, pass, turn, left, until i lagi blur. square your hips! round your fingers! elbows out! haa v tiring. after tat went to check out dempsey and all the newly opened places. settled for prime society which was not bad la but i still prefer hogs. value for money leh!! hafta go back there soon.

but i oso learnt not to take happiness for granted. amazing how ppl are so good at helping you screw things up. bah. amazed at the way you make me feel. bah. this is going to be a rather shitty work week.

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Sunday, September 16, 2007

i honestly dont think i'm that bitchy but incompetence is really quite unforgiveable especially when you have specific instructions to follow and in the end someone else has to help you clear up your mess.

i hate firefighting. its so draining just tinking of all the fires to put out tomorrow. the emails and sms-es have already started tonight.

=0S

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i cant help but reiterate this point.

those who like me and those i like are totally different ppl.
like 2 circles which, sometimes, might bounce off each other but never intersect.

enough said.
life sucks.


edit: dont get me wrong, i'm perfectly fine. i had a really good weekend (make that week) albeit tiring. haa

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Friday, September 14, 2007

despite being rudely awaken by the tremors, and having to wait for an hr to see the doc, i must say the steamboat party was great!


'never have i had such a cooling steamboat' - how right u are yiyi.. still rem all the times we squeeze at bugis, waiting for food (eh i realise we neh buy sausage this time) and oh-so-hot-and-steamy-and-sweaty-but-unpleasant experiences, i am officially proclaiming my house to be a great steamboat place! (did i jus involuntarily volunteer my house as a location? crap)

my house feels like a hotel. another bunch of ppl coming over for games day tom. i hope i dont screw up squash, but wah i'm soooo glad its friday tomorrow! much to be done..including sifting thru 4gb worth of songs (thank you pirates) and finishing up some of my product stuff before the week starts again.

speaking of homes as hotels, i was reminded to do a little advertising here. pardon me but there's a great place (home) i recommend highly if you are looking for a place to chill (ala cafe). this place serves great tiramisu, comes complete with beanbags u can slouch in, paint your nails, play wii, and indulge in asian fare (laksa is one of the most popular items. pity it doesnt come with cockles). the owners are nice chatty people who make sure u're right at home, right at their own home! if u're lucky, u just might get to enjoy a small piece of belgium paradise.. leonidas truffles no less. head on down to.. duh do u really think i'm gonna tell u and risk having one of my fave places becoming overcrowded?? i still relish the personalised service you noe.

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Thursday, September 13, 2007

this sorta describes my current state.

ok mabbe i'm jus a weeeee bit exaggerating. but i oso neva warm up ma. not that it helps considering i tend to fall more if i warm up before exercise.

gosh i'm weird.

have a few more thoughts in my head, yet the words cant seem to find their way out. i'm just starring at sentosa and the construction for The Reflection. perhaps its time, once again, to seek refuge in the comforts of obscurity.

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Wednesday, September 12, 2007

iAche

waiting for a couple of journals to load

jus saw my charity website again, felt so sad cos its ugly. if i had my way there will be many things i'd wanna change!! why dont ppl ever jus follow instructions?

anyways after that very slack monday where i watched hairspray and skipped espanol, i had a very packed tue. had ppl reminding me i was late for badminton and that work never ends. aiyah got momentum then faster do ma. i'm not very productive right now cos no more mood to read and analyse findings already.

and i suck at badminton. i tink its a really bad idea to play more than 1 sort of racket game. i couldnt even serve lor... same as when i first started squash. and the court is so big! ok tennis oso big but not hitting the ball is granted so it doesnt really count. =0p i bet i'll screw up squash this friday..

but yay! i on me way to healthy lifestyle!

and oooo... how iAche...

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Monday, September 10, 2007

i feel sick from all the activities over the weekend.

hehheeh i know i is too much. no activity complain, got activity oso complain!

ehhh but seriously its tiring.. now cold, nose kinda runny, head kinda heavy.. and this is why.. (photos blur cos my phone camera sucks la)


fri



sat


sun

how to lose weight u tell me!! how not to be tired u tell me!!

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Friday, September 07, 2007

feeling sad
this uncertainty doesnt end
frustrated with work
tired of changes
stressed
work never seems to end


听
你不断呼叫我
划破宁静我的心下堕在难过
讲不出爱没结果
口和唇紧紧闭锁

看
也一话都不说
害怕连累你一生日月
憾无缺
只差跟你曾遇过
给过你太多波折

宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如
在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处
祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉

说
太多话我想说
但我还是要哑口道别
任由我天空海阔
流翔去只要你白似冰雪

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Thursday, September 06, 2007


this pic of hapy is so funny!

*all hail prince chubby* (not yet king unfortunately)

thanks po for the great pic hehehhee

whose french fry bag is tat on hapy's head btw?



I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
- unwritten, natasha bedingfield

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Wednesday, September 05, 2007

i've got wonderful ppl around me. i've got people

1) to sit in the car and chit chat with at night
2) who postpone our thai feast to another day cos i cant make it on the original date
3) who intend to specially wake up early and cook laksa for me before i go blading
4) to share chips with tho we both are sick and coughing
5) who call me to ask me how i am (ex tuition teacher! and last time maid!)
6) who pick me up and send me home and buy me dinner and food and drinks
7) are trying to secure their air tickets so we can meet up
8) i can complain, bitch, whine, annoy, irritate and get away with it
9) asking me if i wan them to help me get stuff

hmmm. amazing.

shall be thankful now that i feel grateful hehe

^^

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

champion

before i forget.. its time to announce the winner of 'Guess who?'

*imagines expectant look from audience*



i hereby announce missmunmunlum the winner!



okok dont argue against my decision.. this is WHY she gets a prize and you dont.




talk about persistence.. perseverence.. fortitude.. determination.. this is clearly a (bo liao) woman all out to win a prize! and u've infected me with ur bo-liao vibe too..

well, still, congratulations!!

*applause pls, no matter how reluctant you are*

will be in touch with ur beef brisket maggie mee (and durian pudding if i crave for it) =0)

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i was kinda dismayed when i saw the stuff i had to work on.. supposed to edit something i previously done but had been 'edited' by the boss and indo colleagues, and then translated back into english for us to run through.

see liao sianz man.. and while i'm kinda irritated with indo, i feel sad for them too cos their work's been wasted now tat the boss isnt exactly happy with the way their work turned out.

so..more reworking and changes..

i kinda do like working..tink i can be quite a workaholic..and a bitch for perfection? hehe. aiyah must have personal standards wat.. take pride in ur work ma..

but ah.. looking at this stack of work is painful.. worked on it for months (or issit already years?) and STILL working on it! wtf.. this is duno version wat (40??) of duno which set (6th??) of materials leh.

lets hope we're near the end..

tink i shld head back home..cant tink liao..

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

whine&pine&dine

glad (to finally reach the airport)
irritated (cos flight delayed)
unsure (shld i have said wat i said?)
happy! (to be back)
tired (on the way out)
still tired (on the way to Traffic Jam)
hungry (at traffic jam)
awake (after the duno wat sunrise shooter..tmd spicy can!)
embarrassed (whole table caught us doing a mini dance)
bored (with the lousy timbre music)
happy (hanging out with the boys at pump)
sick (couldnt stop coughing)
irritated (with indecisions)
scared (of the horrible geylang traffic)
full (of cos full la so much food)
puzzled (by certain behaviour)
sleepy (and happy to snuggle in my own bed)

and now?
BORED
and very sian.
everyone's either attached or married.
=_=

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