Wednesday, May 24, 2006
Its been a week
in many ways writing how i feel here is my way of getting to know me, and hopefully for him to know me at his pace? just wish i had started earlier, instead of after all this has happened. its also my way of sorting things thru and coming to terms that i won't be able to hold him, see him, as often as being a couple entitles u to. i wonder how long i'll take?
i often wonder how i managed to sustain my past relationships, cos back then i didn't know or understand myself or the other party as much. but as many of you might say, well shuyun, at least u've loved and been in love. yeah yeah i know i know, but saying is one thing, and being in the midst of it and going thru it day in day out is another issue all together you know? i guess you do too. i wish i could be next to you and comfort u, support u, and tell u again tat everything was going to be ok. i wish someone would do the same for me.
Counting down til we next meet. i can't wait.
thinking out loud at 7:51 AM
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