Sunday, May 21, 2006
Thank god for you
i never envisioned that we would break up, nor tat we would patch up so fast after it (as in fix our friendship), and even grow closer after it. but it has. then again i think to myself..why does it have to take a break up to make us do this? i guess its just the way nature works..its like how natural disasters work...cos after the destruction (like volcano or tsunami) is over, it reveals the most beautiful and pure side to tat area which was previiously in shambles and devastation, even better than it was before. luckily, i belonged to the category which recovered and became better, instead of those which were just left in their devastated state. *shudder* i'd hate to think of wat i'd do if tat happened instead.
but did u know? u inspire me to be alot of things..u inspire me to want to pick up new hobbies, to live out my dreams, to be a better person, to be nicer, kinder and more patient to others around me, to show my appreciation to others around me more, to want to find out more abt u and us, to plan ahead, to start believing tat i have it in me to succeed in whatever i want to do, and most importantly, u inspire me to be me.
and for that, thank you.
while we're on the subject of thinking, my friend gave me some homework, and made me think of the things tat i have to be thankful for. this is definitely going to be a really long list i can assure u hahhaha. and it won't be as short (or interesting) as the thank-yous they do at the Grammys or the Oscars! But its soemthing that i have to do, and it'll be a list that can only grow longer, and this time round, it'll be a list i constantly refer to, to remind me, to put me in place, to reassure me, and to get me back on my feet if i need to.
i do have lots to be thankful to, like my mom, my friends, my bed, and even myself hahahaha. And once again, thank you, for being you so that i can be me, so that we can go ahead, learn and grow together, no matter where this road will lead us. i'm going to sooooo miss u, really honestly i will, and my aching heart is here to stay for a lil while longer, but you know what? you're still the best thing tat has ever happened to me.
but did u know? u inspire me to be alot of things..u inspire me to want to pick up new hobbies, to live out my dreams, to be a better person, to be nicer, kinder and more patient to others around me, to show my appreciation to others around me more, to want to find out more abt u and us, to plan ahead, to start believing tat i have it in me to succeed in whatever i want to do, and most importantly, u inspire me to be me.
and for that, thank you.
while we're on the subject of thinking, my friend gave me some homework, and made me think of the things tat i have to be thankful for. this is definitely going to be a really long list i can assure u hahhaha. and it won't be as short (or interesting) as the thank-yous they do at the Grammys or the Oscars! But its soemthing that i have to do, and it'll be a list that can only grow longer, and this time round, it'll be a list i constantly refer to, to remind me, to put me in place, to reassure me, and to get me back on my feet if i need to.
i do have lots to be thankful to, like my mom, my friends, my bed, and even myself hahahaha. And once again, thank you, for being you so that i can be me, so that we can go ahead, learn and grow together, no matter where this road will lead us. i'm going to sooooo miss u, really honestly i will, and my aching heart is here to stay for a lil while longer, but you know what? you're still the best thing tat has ever happened to me.
thinking out loud at 11:17 PM
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