Wednesday, May 17, 2006
This road called my life
today marks the day tat i have to learn to stand up by myself after a fall. somehow, when i saw the sun this morning, i thank god or whoever was up there that whatever happened brought me closer to 2 of the most important ppl in my life. him, and mom. Painful yes, but in me, i know that i'd be ok. the scariest bit of it all is that only u can help yourself, and its a path that only you can walk down. there may be many people out there who can accompany u on and off, but ultimately, u're on ur own long road to recovery.
mun mun said tat i'm now like yiyi's bruise..nw i'm in the black zone, but soon i'll be in the purple, then the green, then yellow and before i know it, there won't be any bruise anymore. but only time will tell when tat day will come, and its irritating isn't it? cos time is something u can't control.
grappling with ur own emotions is something everyone goes through everyday isn't it? but why is it that not many of us can do well, since its something innate in all of us anyway? i guess its cos we weren't taught or even allowed an outlet to express how we feel without causing someone else to feel hurt, or misunderstood. but u know..i'll walk towards the light tat i see shining..not the one at the end of the tunnel, but the rays tat peek out from the darkest clouds which threaten to storm and pour. and like wat u once said, And this too, shall pass.
mun mun said tat i'm now like yiyi's bruise..nw i'm in the black zone, but soon i'll be in the purple, then the green, then yellow and before i know it, there won't be any bruise anymore. but only time will tell when tat day will come, and its irritating isn't it? cos time is something u can't control.
grappling with ur own emotions is something everyone goes through everyday isn't it? but why is it that not many of us can do well, since its something innate in all of us anyway? i guess its cos we weren't taught or even allowed an outlet to express how we feel without causing someone else to feel hurt, or misunderstood. but u know..i'll walk towards the light tat i see shining..not the one at the end of the tunnel, but the rays tat peek out from the darkest clouds which threaten to storm and pour. and like wat u once said, And this too, shall pass.
thinking out loud at 10:56 AM
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