Monday, June 26, 2006

dancing in the moonlight

today was quite a funny day. funny as in laughter, jokes, tat sort of funny, and not funny as in weird. at lunch today, mun was going to tell us a joke. but she jus started on it, and yiyi started giggling non stop already. whahhahah in the end all of us burst out laughing, so hard tat mun had to wipe her tears. and the joke actually wasn't really tat funny. cute, but not hysterical. not as hysterical as we were being. ehehhehe.

so, for tat i'm grateful. for the funny-ness of my frens, for the ability to laugh, for the chance to bond over laughter over lunch. its going to be one of the last few lunches the 4 of us have. and this will be one of the lunches i'll remember for a long time to come.

i think this is something tat i treasure in this company. the camaraderie between us girls is something quite precious i think. even between boss and us, there is a certain degree of friendship, maybe cos all of us are 'of the same generation' whhahaha. whatever it is, it is certainly something tat i am thankful for (most of the time at least. sometimes certain ppl do cross certain boundaries..u noe wat i mean..eck i'm forever disturbed by it).

i'll miss working with u guys..bitching, complaining, laughing, sharing this part of our lives with each other, thinking of idea after idea, making change after change..yep..definitely will miss u guys..

there's been an extraordinary large number of funerals going on these few months. i'm not the only one who says so..many of my frens also have been attending wake after wake. *sigh* i'm not being insensitive here, but i really am grateful tat i don't have to attend any wakes of anyone who matters to me. its bad enuff when i attended the wake a few weeks back. i don't think i will be able to handle any deaths just yet. i can't bear the thought of everyone leaving me, one by one. til all is left is me, and just me. true, loneliness is but a condition of a heart. u can be lonely even tho u're in a room totally filled with ppl, or really comfy jus being by yourself. i know how both feel like, but me being me, i still prefer being ard ppl who matter to me. i guess humans generally would like to be ard other ppl. cos we're afterall social animals by nature.

well happy quotient for today is relatively high. nearly fell asleep tho while having a meeting with the big boss cos i was super schleepy. then went back and chilled out in front of the tee-bee, complete with 2 slices of boston special pizza and a sample of a slimming tea i'm developing hehhe. great dinner, i'm contented. even tho i'm already starting to feel hungry. damnit the tea doens't work!! grrr. then heard a song tat i performed to long ago. made me think of my dance steps and i miss dancing!! not the clubbing type, but the modern kind, even the chinese sort hahha. those were the good ol days.

thinking out loud at 11:31 PM


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