Friday, June 30, 2006
dreaming of you..whoever you are..
i don't like having dreams.
when they are bad dreams, they usually mean tat something bad is going to happen. and it usually does. more often than not.
when they are good dreams, i don't remember them. and neither do they come true as well.
then there are the weird dreams. which are..jus simply really strange.
last nights dream.. it was on a wedding. half of it i seem to be the bride. the other half i wasn't the bride. but there was one part tat was v sweet. halfway thru the wedding the bride ran off to find the groom, like pretend to run away fr everyone liddat. then the 2 of them snuck off somewhere and were jus like laughing by themselves. i could see the 2 of them run down stairs, i even rem she took shoes. its my min min ones. aka the miu miu ones.
then after tat right..dunno why but the bride took a bus, and had to walk to some where which was aparently a church tat they were gonna get married at. i rem someone said the groom was roman catholic. then while walking to the church, got ppl selling things along the street. one lady and her kid on the left, there was one aunty squatting on the right, begging ppl to buy stuff, and quite a few others. it was a london style setting. the clobbered roads and all tat. then at the back of the church got this pastry counter. got this girl makng some pie of something la then we started talking. which was strange cos tat pt i was the bride. like why would i be talking to her right when i shld be getting ready to get married.
some parts i can see really clearly. i can see now but can't quite put it into words. just damn weird la. bleah.
today is mun's last day. last time we'll have bfast in the pantry..last time we'll have to wait for her to leave office together..last time she will spill my tea leaves all over the floor..eheh..sian..
lots of staff leaving the company..fr all the other countries as well..either on their own, or they got the sack. quite depressing..most of the staff leaving are new staff who have joined the company for at most 2 yrs? will i be next?
Did yet another
test. normallly i won't do such xiao jie sounding tests, but i need to de stress before i plunge straight into work.
22% Ariel: Headstrong and fiesty. You have a mind of your own that's full of romantic dreams about the world around you. Exploring exotic places is your ultimate dream, and although you can be a little naive you'll realize that there is something to be gained from your family's wisdom.
11% Mulan: Strong and spirited. You're no one's girly girl; actually you are very determined person with a strong sense of self. Never let go of that! The only thing that equals your sense of self is your family, but the traditions of society can always be bent to protect something or someone you love.
22% Snow white: Pure and trusting. You are a gentle soul who can get along with just about anyone. Everyone you meet instantly falls in love with you. How can they resist? You have a pure, lovable nature that's irresistable. Just don't trust everyone who comes across your path.
11% Sleeping beauty: Thoughtful and loving. Authority figures probably have been sheltering you all of your life. Thankfully you're a very tranquil person who is content with what life has given you, but secretly you want to know how the outside world works.
33% Pocahontas: Free-spirited and wise. You have a strong passionate spirit that touches and changes all who know you. The wisdom and common sense that you have is really what guides you through life. Even so, you also have a very playful side that loves adventure and excitement.
thinking out loud at 9:17 AM