Wednesday, June 28, 2006

ppl have mid life crisis. mine's mid week =0p

oh my god i'm damn freaking stressed. had so many things to worry abt and settle today..pdt registration la, queries la, documentation, entire report on cancer supplements, the list never ends. then now i'm trying to mug for a 'test' tom..a $60 000 test..on thermometers.. with SIA.. i'd better not fail this one.. it feels like i'm sitting for the A levels all over again.. i'm overly worrying..

argh (this is where u picture my 'argh' emoticon...the one with tears streaming down its face, and its waving its er paws? hands? in the air)

had a super good laugh today at the white table..abt guys' names, and wat not to name your sons. hhahaha we concluded tat no matter wat u name ur son, it doesn't matter. cos tat name can be used to name a particular part of the male anatomy, cos guys probably do tat. so its jus a mattter of making the name less obviously associated with it. hehhehe

then..its the mid week. the time when i start to miss him the most-est cos its not like u're gonna see him any time soon, and yet its been quite some time after you last saw him. and at this pt..well almost everything reminds u of him. wasn't this missing thing supposed to go away!!! it sure isn't!!!

argh (same emoticon again) heheh i love tat emoticon.

played squashie with car and tj. hahha super funny game, very comical man. hehehhe. realised my reflexes were alot faster than i thot it could ever be. well it had better be when u have tat damn ball coming straight at u at like 100km/hr. got another game coming up tom. hope i wont die by the time friday comes. hahha

looked at my face in the mirror. was soooo grossed out by the condition of my skin. sigh. i look tired, haggard, old, ugly, pimply, wrinkled, any other words to add on? tell me please. my brain's thesaurus has switched off for the night. bleah. i better work harder at getting tat anti-ageing skincare range out. eheh.

ok tired of thinking and writing. shall read up for tom.. listen to my songs.. this one here is soemthing tat i really like.. and cos the lyrics mean something to me.
Return To Innocence - Enigma
Love - Devotion
Feeling - Emotion
Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and miss the chance
To return to innocence
That's not the beginning of the end
That's the return to yourself
The return to innocence
Don't care what people say
Follow just your own way
Follow just your own way
Don't give up, don't give up
To return, to return to innocence.
If you want then laugh
If you must then cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny.
That's the return to innocence

this..sounds like something i shld be doing. sounds like something we all shld be doing.

argh (hehhehe couldn't resist it)

thinking out loud at 2:04 PM


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