Monday, June 05, 2006

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so its once again monday..and time to catch my breath from all tats happened over the weekend and pause for a minute.

i guess we're all so caught up in our lives we seldom pause for a moment to think to ourselves abt wat we've done or are going to do. neither do many of us plan, but rather, we go with the flow and just drift along wherever the tide takes us. i know i'm guilty of that.

just like my job. somehow drifted into this place, into this position, into this jobscope, into this dreary office with nowhere to go.

yes i know i'm supposed to go..to move along, to get on..but something in me says its not the right time. i wonder if its my gut? or scared me? probably both.

i've kinda run out of things to write. maybe its cos i'm tired, and just don't want to think abt things anymore. maybe i'm making excuses, who knows? maybe i write better when i'm on that emotional rollercoaster? maybe i've let everything out the past 2 weeks or so..and there's nothing left but emptiness? maybe i just can't be bothered to look further, and would just like to stay in this spot for sometime and catch my breath? maybe. a myriad of possibilities.


i just know that..when i'm not with u..i just miss you lots..


i just know that..i keep thinking of u..unnecessarily so..


i just know that..while the pain has somewhat dulled..the ache will be here for a lil longer..


i just know that..i'm glad to see u smile again..and it makes me smile too..


i just know that..watching this..really made me laugh..


i just know that..work's a pain..and i'll grit my teeth through it..


i just know that..i've got to exercise more..i've got a wedding to attend!


i just know that..i'll know it..when i know it..


won't i? =0)

thinking out loud at 10:19 AM


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