Tuesday, July 04, 2006

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i guess i must be getting better. don't quite know why, but i do believe tat a fair bit of the hurt and pain has sorta disappeared. find myself thinking more abt happy stuff abt him, abt myself, abt other things, and all tat. not sure if its really gone for good or just got hidden under stress and other stuff, or i haven't reached my mid week crisis yet. eheh *shrug* watever.

yesterday and today, i was thankful cos of the concern i got from my friend. 10q..u'd never ever know how much it means to me tat u're with me thru this. and cos of it, it jus makes me smile, before i sleep, and when i wake up. also for the company of other frens tonight, crab beehoon was disappointing, but the company sure wasn't. thanks guys!

its only tues. but it feels like its been a really long week. /e6. very tired, drained, exhausted. boss calls it multitasking.. he's right.. i really bao ga liao man.. oh well. jus do my best..if its not good enuff, then guess i'm not meant to be in this company or post then.

that aside, did this test jus now.


The test jus called me Jester the clown lor! kao. hrmph. EEEEEREEEETATING. grrr. wit, yeah when i choose to or am in the mood lor. dark humour ok la, wat with me and my morbid thots. sarcasm is jus sarcasm, tat i can dish out, tho i'm not sure it qualifies as edgy. cutting edge maybe. satire? er. next. wisecracks? i'm neither wise, nor cracked. so can't be. bleah. as long as u laugh with me, and not at me tats fine. (btw..its the same pic as EM Pac leh!)

anyways, thot i'd put up pics of wat happened in indo. seems long overdued, but better late than never right?

*drum roll and enthusiastic appluase please*


seeing these..brought back both good and sad memories. but..i think tat i'll focus on the happy ones. its easier that way.


things like the cockroach (or was it a lizard) on our bed, the see-thru toilet door, dried and flattened frogs, indo songs to clap along to, being driven ard in 7 mercedes benz escorted by a police car complete with siren and flashing lights, being photographed by some strange guy *shudder*, meeting alll the ppl i've been corresponding with, speaking to distributors, sitting upstairs in the control room while watching the other 3 downstairs heheh, some great great food, coming home to a familiar face, buying my kueh lapis, standing on stage and keeping a HUGE smile on my face for abt an hr with abt 5000 distributors looking at us, many many more little incidences tat i don't rem but which i shld. did i forget to mention abt the ting ting peanut candy? eheh.

thinking out loud at 11:35 PM


Comments:
Yunyun, you forgot to mention your painful 'head-knock' against the control room roof.....eheh....OUCH! it was really quite loud and sounded painful at that time......hehe..see lah, grow so tall for what?! all of us didn't get it except you...wahaha
# posted by Blogger Mun : 3:39 PM
 
whahhahah shit i forgot abt tat!
next time i better wear helmet eheheh
u good lor. laugh at me. ni hao!
# posted by Blogger mystrappyshoes : 3:49 PM
 
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