Tuesday, July 04, 2006

11am..but feels like 11pm

Happened to flip to these 2 pages. how apt and oh how it made me think.

Give.
A happy directive it is that prompts you to love.
Give.
And become your own source.
The goodness you feel comes from the goodness you give.
Put out good, and you become better.
Give, and your giving defines you.
In times of confusion and self doubt, your giving is a light.
The best way to get your mind off yourself is to give.
Give what you would like to receive, but don't expect anything in return. Whatever you expect only shapes your future disappointment.
Give your appreciation, understanding, support and love but from strength.
Giving out of weakness is merely a form of begging.
What you give to yourself cannot be taken away.
What you give to others is your gift to yourself.
When you reach out to touch the world, the giving part of you fills all your needy places.
Give.
And grow full.
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Everything starts with trusting yourself.
If you don't trust yourself, who should?
If you don't trust yourself, whose support will make any difference?
Trust that your idea is good.
Trust that your feeling is real.
Trust that your judgement is correct.
Trust that you want what you want.
Trust that what makes you happy makes you happy.
Life is not supposed to be complicated, a long drawn out debate about its meaning and how you fit into the scheme of things.
You are the scheme of things.
Your doubt removes you from yourself.
Trusting yourself doesn't mean that you are always going to be right.
It just allows you to overcome your doubt and correct your mistakes.
Trusting yourself doesn't mean that you are perfect, but that you are perfectly willing to be human.
All the good that you intend needs your trust to energize it and make it come to pass.
Without trust, your dreams languish and soon hope itself dies.
You can doubt anything you want.
But for the moment, trust yourself and fill your life.

I am learning..to trust me..to give more of me..so tat i can be the best of me.

but now hor.. wah super stress. and tired. and drained. so much work to do, so much waiting around for ppl to get things done, so many things to coordinate, so many problems to resolve. regret not taking my mc man. how dumb. but aiyoh so many things to settle since now reporting to 3 bosses. the work never ever seems to end. seems like its on our shoulders to ensure things go well for the company. we are afterall HQ, and EVERYONE looks to us for direction. but i haven't a clue wat direction i'm supposed to be giving and i've been making changes to material i've been working on like 1.5 yrs back? it never stops does it.

i jus wanna go home. i really wanna go home. =0(

thinking out loud at 7:58 AM


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