Thursday, July 06, 2006

the problem with thinking

if there is one thing i hate more than ppl staring or looking at me with tat-sort-of-look, making me super self conscious and wondering if there's something on my face, or if i were unzipped, its ppl who horn or whistle at me along the road in some strange hope tat i'd turn ard and look at them.

i mean, wat the hell does tat achieve? make me turn ard and i'd fall in love with that person? siao ah. i'm more tempted to march over and help him wipe tat smirk off his face lor. and in case he's the sort who gets turned on by strange women slapping him, i'd jus stomp on his toes with my heels. guaranteed not to cause turn ons of any kind. shld be right? any guy out there who actually enjoys his toes being stomped on?

and there is yet another category. the sort who jus irritates u in movies, with loud munching noises, obnoxious behaviour, irritating unnecessary comments and moving in and out of the seats! i mean, why do 2 grown men need to go together and buy popcorn? toilet party? why didn't they get it before the movie, and had to wait til 2 mins before the movie started before going to buy? and they merrily squeezed their way past me and me fren, kicking my bag into oblivion, without a single word of apology. i must say there's a real tough fight going on btwn the 2 categories being discussed. /e5.

anyway there was a badge selling at PS. which went something like this:
Menstrual syndrome
Mental problems
Menopause
Why do our problems begin with MEN?

hahha no offense to my guy friends, u're much appreciated. thank god u guys aren't like that. but to the other not so pleasant members of the gender, please la, get a mirror, look hard into it first ok? if u wanna be more high tech, then get a videocam lor. not only is it offensive, its rude and annoying la ok?

anyways was jus wondering, wat it feels like for someone to read my blog. i mean, wat are the things tat go thru ur head when u read wat i write? 'tats alot of crap she's writing'? 'wah she ok or not?' 'hmmm long entry..next please..' 'eh she's nuts and thinking too much'

ah well watever. apparently am up for 2 performance reviews. one for past performance, one for future. *sigh* better start thinking of wat i've done..seems not much, yet there's tons i probably forgot. need to meditate. need to calm down, move along, focus, re-energize, recharge, concentrate. so many things needed to be done now, in life or at work. so much to adjust, so many directions to move towards, so many issues to resolve.

sometimes its so overwhelming u just forget where u are.

and sometimes i just wan to stay put.

then comes along this girl called yiyi who thot my bye-bye-hand-wave-for-taxi action was so cute she couldn't stop laughing for a full 5 mins. didn't quite think it was cute but then i think to myself, maybe, jus maybe, happier days are right up ahead.

thinking out loud at 3:01 PM


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