Wednesday, August 16, 2006

i'm just

i'm kinda restless. bit out of sorts, bit in denial, bit of this, bit of that. i could really use a beer.

i'm bored. always been like this after i complete a huge assignment. its like performing. u get high preparing and going on stage. then after the show is over, u kinda feel sian and abit odd.

i'm taking to listening to oldies. as in really old. the 50s, 60s, 70s. they're so much slower, simpler, so much more soothing for the soul.

i'm in a morbid mood. i have to meet all u guys soon, like sometime next week, before i go to manila, just in case i dun make it back.

i'm amused at why i met so many weird ppl the past few days. like the one who followed me home, the one who ran into the mrt knowing the doors were gonna close and ended up getting her bag stuck in between the 2 doors and everyone had to pull her and the bag into the carriage, or the one in the lift who saw someone else rushing into the lift, and didn't go and press the open door button and instead jus went 'oh oh oh!'. like it helps. and abt the 2 ppl whose backviews i saw and reminded me of 2 ppl who, well, have impacted my life somehow these few months.

i'm also wondering wat i shld do when i dunno wat to do abt something. shld i do something abt it cos if u dun do anything abt it, it doesn't help and in the end nothing is done? shld i not, but jus go with the flow, pray tat things work out the way i want to? what shld i do?

thinking out loud at 12:36 PM


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