Sunday, August 27, 2006
wishing for snake-free flight
its the 27th. in a bit i'll be on board enroute to manila.. wanted to ask car to check sq75 and 76 tat i'd be taking to make sure its well maintained but too bad i dont noe the plane's tail no. eheh. i'm so not done with ironing and packing either.
once again, feel so homesick already.. like leaving with a heavy heart. bit nervy, bit excited, bit sad, bit sentimental, bits here and there. cant quite bear to sleep.. cos when i wake it'd be even closer to departure time. think i know why i'm like this.
anyway, talking to my frens these past few days, and realised tat (to my surprise) i'm one of the more family oriented ones. on a scale of 1 to 10, where family is a 1 and career is a 10, where would u put urself? most said 6 or 7, but mine was a 4. never really thot of myself as a very homely, family oriented person. i dun mind staying home, but too long and i'd get bored and wanna get out and see the world outside. but then home is where i'm my most natural self, where i'm just me. surrounded by ppl who i love, who love me, familiar things, my own space. if i do get married, i'd like a home which really feels like home and not like some showroom or something. gotta look good yes, but it has to have warmth, love and life. a nice feeling tat makes u wanna come home cos it jus feels so safe and right.
thinking about many things.. hopefully the next 5 days i'm so busy i wont have time to think and mull and chew over things. perhaps tat will help me clear my mind when i next get back to those thorny issues. maybe it'll be the break needed to dull emotions such tat logic can take over and decisions can be made.
so my dear FAGs, i'll update u guys on the food aboard this friday's flight. please let there not be any snakes on board. i miss everyone already.
thinking out loud at 12:05 AM
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