Wednesday, September 06, 2006

once again, i greet the brand new morning with the images of a bad dream, lingering on like traces of cigarette smoke when u leave a club.

i really hate bad dreams. its scary how closely these mirror real life. as they say, dreams are triggered by events which happen in real life, but they become twisted, even severely distorted. whatever the case, it jus serves to remind me that its not over til its over. jus as the same scene replays itself in my head while i sleep, the same incidences happen in real life to. wait or issit the other way round. bah its a chicken and egg thing anyway.

to you-who-would-affectionately-call-me-yunyun, why wont u let me sleep? do i really have to resort to taking melatonin? shld i have stayed in manila where sheer exhaustion forces me into the slumber i need? maybe. then again its being in denial. i'm not abt to be at tat stage. not when i'm closer to acceptance.

oh well. watever.

thinking out loud at 8:19 AM


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