Sunday, February 18, 2007
a quiet sort of happiness
i shant be greedy. greedy for happiness, that is.
im jus glad the yr is over, and a new one has started.
still remember going to the temple to pray cos it was the yr where i 'offend the gods' or 'fan tai sui'. so many things happened since then, and i'm jus glad i've gone thru it fine.
this yr, i shant expect for things to go smoothly all the time, nor shall i wish for wealth, good health, promotions etc etc. there've been spurts of happiness dotting the last yr. but perhaps, for a change, instead of fearing fear, it'd be replaced by a certain sort of happiness that is carefree, quietly working its way thru everything. i mean, there are just so many types of happiness, the loud kind, fun kind, excited kind, the kind tat vanishes after the bubble bursts etc.
i dont really know how to describe it, cept tat i'd just wish for this quiet sort of happiness.
thinking out loud at 12:31 AM