Friday, June 22, 2007
i still remember all tat happened the days after u left us. all of it.
the nonchalance i had when i was told of a plane crash
the slight curiosity at seeing my mom's car at gran's place. i even thot she went there to take a nap.
the shock when my dad told me and i realise how stupid i had been to have been nonchalant and dismissed everything
the dread the moment i couldnt for the life of me picture u walking home
the almost-couldnt-breathe-gasping-for-air feeling when i called missmymy & totally din realise it was her mom who picked up the phone
the inability to concentrate during my papers and was just dying to get away
the indignance when i couldnt send u off cos i had a freaking maths paper. like who the hell cares??
the comfort when the fruit stall lady hugged and cried with me
the confusion when 2nduncle barged into the conference room and watching him cry on tv
the tears as i sat in the smelliest RJ toilet reading the newspaper reports
the trying-hard-to-hold-back-tears while cleaning ur pic on the tombstone
miss you much, i really really do. hope its a nice place wherever you are.
i look awful now. concealer & cucumber pls!
the nonchalance i had when i was told of a plane crash
the slight curiosity at seeing my mom's car at gran's place. i even thot she went there to take a nap.
the shock when my dad told me and i realise how stupid i had been to have been nonchalant and dismissed everything
the dread the moment i couldnt for the life of me picture u walking home
the almost-couldnt-breathe-gasping-for-air feeling when i called missmymy & totally din realise it was her mom who picked up the phone
the inability to concentrate during my papers and was just dying to get away
the indignance when i couldnt send u off cos i had a freaking maths paper. like who the hell cares??
the comfort when the fruit stall lady hugged and cried with me
the confusion when 2nduncle barged into the conference room and watching him cry on tv
the tears as i sat in the smelliest RJ toilet reading the newspaper reports
the trying-hard-to-hold-back-tears while cleaning ur pic on the tombstone
miss you much, i really really do. hope its a nice place wherever you are.
i look awful now. concealer & cucumber pls!
thinking out loud at 12:52 PM
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