Sunday, July 08, 2007
there rings a certain truth in the chain of events that occur day in, day out.
the lights turned green, and the car poised to turn right. there was a dangerous shift in thought, to wonder what would happen should the car manouver into the path of the swift oncoming traffic.
alas, the lack of guts.
pensive had to be the word of the day. pensiveness soon gave rise to irritation. which somehow never quite wore off. cyclical perhaps.
midst the shapes drifting in the grey matter, it was decided, quite randomly, being ignored had to be one of top ranked peeves on earth. to be neglected, was to be forgotten. but to be ignored, showed one's significance clear as crystal. you cant even consider neglect, when there is the element 'ignored'.
but as self delves deeper, self becomes acutely aware that the actions 'being ignored' and 'ignore' are vastly individual. no more do they coincide than the fact that the 2 words are the same, and they stem from the same self. like 2 concentric circles that bounce off each other, sometimes overshadowing the other, sometimes overlapping, but never a permanent fixture.
whilst on permanence, its value most certainly is highly debatable. permanence speaks of security, certainty. yet sounds of monotony, boredom. traits desired, yet brinks on contempt? happiness surely does not belong to this category, for it is through sadness that it is borne, and borne for the fleetest of moments.
as it is said, it will not be missed because it just doesnt miss.
as it has been told, much has been said.
the lights turned green, and the car poised to turn right. there was a dangerous shift in thought, to wonder what would happen should the car manouver into the path of the swift oncoming traffic.
alas, the lack of guts.
pensive had to be the word of the day. pensiveness soon gave rise to irritation. which somehow never quite wore off. cyclical perhaps.
midst the shapes drifting in the grey matter, it was decided, quite randomly, being ignored had to be one of top ranked peeves on earth. to be neglected, was to be forgotten. but to be ignored, showed one's significance clear as crystal. you cant even consider neglect, when there is the element 'ignored'.
but as self delves deeper, self becomes acutely aware that the actions 'being ignored' and 'ignore' are vastly individual. no more do they coincide than the fact that the 2 words are the same, and they stem from the same self. like 2 concentric circles that bounce off each other, sometimes overshadowing the other, sometimes overlapping, but never a permanent fixture.
whilst on permanence, its value most certainly is highly debatable. permanence speaks of security, certainty. yet sounds of monotony, boredom. traits desired, yet brinks on contempt? happiness surely does not belong to this category, for it is through sadness that it is borne, and borne for the fleetest of moments.
as it is said, it will not be missed because it just doesnt miss.
as it has been told, much has been said.
thinking out loud at 2:46 AM
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