Friday, November 30, 2007
i was thinking about a conversation i had.
things that we brush aside there and then, shouldnt come up as an issue later on, simply cos we chose not to be bothered by it then.
so the fact that it matters now means that it mattered then, and it shld have been dealt with then, and not now. the longer it simmers, the easier it reaches boiling point.
things that get to me, well there arent tat many these days honestly. compared to say, a yr ago? its the same few issues that recur which i somehow havent figured how to deal with.
mabbe i jus dont have the guts to deal with it. and i choose to tread around the issue, gingerly, carefully. stupid choice? well then i'll have to deal with the fact tt i was stupid enough to choose to do it this way.
today feels different..a 'habit' formed over the last few months got broken and i feel abit weird.
i guess its partly the expectations i have. you view things in a way, and expect them to be constant from then on. so when it doesnt meet Expectation, Imbalance ensues.
so how?
dont expect lor.. jus liddat lor.. have than have, dun have then dun have lor.
jus..watever.. and really mean it this time round.
can i do it? i have to..but will i be able to do it?
----
er ok..the part about the habit being broken is now irrelevant.
=0p
things that we brush aside there and then, shouldnt come up as an issue later on, simply cos we chose not to be bothered by it then.
so the fact that it matters now means that it mattered then, and it shld have been dealt with then, and not now. the longer it simmers, the easier it reaches boiling point.
things that get to me, well there arent tat many these days honestly. compared to say, a yr ago? its the same few issues that recur which i somehow havent figured how to deal with.
mabbe i jus dont have the guts to deal with it. and i choose to tread around the issue, gingerly, carefully. stupid choice? well then i'll have to deal with the fact tt i was stupid enough to choose to do it this way.
today feels different..a 'habit' formed over the last few months got broken and i feel abit weird.
i guess its partly the expectations i have. you view things in a way, and expect them to be constant from then on. so when it doesnt meet Expectation, Imbalance ensues.
so how?
dont expect lor.. jus liddat lor.. have than have, dun have then dun have lor.
jus..watever.. and really mean it this time round.
can i do it? i have to..but will i be able to do it?
----
er ok..the part about the habit being broken is now irrelevant.
=0p
thinking out loud at 1:41 PM
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