Monday, December 31, 2007

the play list is titled 'happy happy' and yet the same songs which cheered me up sound so sad and forlorn.

actually lots happened while i was away. the phrase 'when u away' somehow has been popping up quite a bit, and on my part, i did alot of thinking while i was away too. amazing how little pockets of time while travelling or sleeplessness can accelerate the thinking process =0)

i was jus thinking how me and others celebrated xmas with a big bang, lotsa noise, crowd, good fun, partying the night away, and was stuck by how i decidedly wanted to spend new yr in a quiet way. seems like i'm not the only one. but i wondered if its cos we're ageing haha or cos it seems more befitting of the occasion. its like cautiously greeting the new year with relief, tinged with some scepticism and unease.

actually i tink i know where the rainbow is. vaguely caught sight of it while thinking and observing stuff in viet. i'm just not too sure if i can have it, or if i even want it. but i tink i'll jus take my time and admire it from afar, and dream of its beauty and magic.