Wednesday, July 09, 2008
ok today is jus a really bad/ weird day for me.
someone keeps talking to me.. asked me out to movies and concerts and stuff and its jus weird cos he's jus really not my cup of tea. plus he's like far away.
someone else came to talk to me.. and out of the blue said he missed me and all that crap. things that shld have been said long ago and are really too late now.
then there's another one who is acting weirdly too and i jus dont know wat to make of things.
ok enough. this is jus getting way too weird.
i tink i need to start talking to more girls.
at the work front.. i keep getting arrowed to do things.. costings..comparisons.. things i shldnt be doing?
and my projects.. i dont know why they force me to work so hard for them.. only to throw them out later cos 'its too expensive' 'lets do this other thing instead' when pricing shld have been a main factor to stop the proj very early on in the proj.
and then? after like months, they decide to revive it. and i have to start all over again.
like.. wtf.. seriously..
do they have any idea how painful it is to revisit each proj..
alot of work went into it, now to revisit it, try to adapt it, its really harder than starting fr scratch really.
and doing packaging design..u have any idea how long it takes to do one? its not as easy as jus 'go design it and show it to me'.
this.is.really.not.a.game.
but i'm so thankful for badminton sessions cos i suck at it and yet i can safely learn and make mistakes and no one really cares. felt bad for spoiling tl's racket but he was nice enough not to make any fuss..not even raise an eyebrow. most of all, its jus plain fun and i like how i laugh with my heart for a good 2hrs. ok mabbe not a full 2hrs cos i'll be suffering fr lockjaw but u get the idea.
the end of the day, the start of another, and the sun rises again.
someone keeps talking to me.. asked me out to movies and concerts and stuff and its jus weird cos he's jus really not my cup of tea. plus he's like far away.
someone else came to talk to me.. and out of the blue said he missed me and all that crap. things that shld have been said long ago and are really too late now.
then there's another one who is acting weirdly too and i jus dont know wat to make of things.
ok enough. this is jus getting way too weird.
i tink i need to start talking to more girls.
at the work front.. i keep getting arrowed to do things.. costings..comparisons.. things i shldnt be doing?
and my projects.. i dont know why they force me to work so hard for them.. only to throw them out later cos 'its too expensive' 'lets do this other thing instead' when pricing shld have been a main factor to stop the proj very early on in the proj.
and then? after like months, they decide to revive it. and i have to start all over again.
like.. wtf.. seriously..
do they have any idea how painful it is to revisit each proj..
alot of work went into it, now to revisit it, try to adapt it, its really harder than starting fr scratch really.
and doing packaging design..u have any idea how long it takes to do one? its not as easy as jus 'go design it and show it to me'.
this.is.really.not.a.game.
but i'm so thankful for badminton sessions cos i suck at it and yet i can safely learn and make mistakes and no one really cares. felt bad for spoiling tl's racket but he was nice enough not to make any fuss..not even raise an eyebrow. most of all, its jus plain fun and i like how i laugh with my heart for a good 2hrs. ok mabbe not a full 2hrs cos i'll be suffering fr lockjaw but u get the idea.
the end of the day, the start of another, and the sun rises again.
thinking out loud at 12:02 AM
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