Thursday, October 09, 2008
i think tonight was the first night i ever said it out, tat humans are disappointing.
this week has been like a test of will and endurance, so many incidents and disappointments that were unnecessary reared their ugly heads.
i dont like it one bit. and i'm starting to wonder where i've gone wrong. perhaps it was a bad idea to mix and link groups with networks.
like a web, ever so delicate and frail, with its numerous intricately crafted intersections.
the complexity of it, the tensile strength of spun silk.
how beautifully dangerous it gets when translated into actual human-human interactions.
there is potential for strength, i do not deny. but there lurks latent danger, to trap, entangle, suffocate, engulf, extinguish.
things are abit out of hand and i'm sorry, i didnt mean for things to be like this. i really really didnt.
i dont even know why i'm apologising, but right now, i'm just like the spider who spun the web, waiting at the top of the web, to see what just might happen next.
but i just spun it, because i thought it was pretty and everyone shld be able to revel in its prettiness too.
this week has been like a test of will and endurance, so many incidents and disappointments that were unnecessary reared their ugly heads.
i dont like it one bit. and i'm starting to wonder where i've gone wrong. perhaps it was a bad idea to mix and link groups with networks.
like a web, ever so delicate and frail, with its numerous intricately crafted intersections.
the complexity of it, the tensile strength of spun silk.
how beautifully dangerous it gets when translated into actual human-human interactions.
there is potential for strength, i do not deny. but there lurks latent danger, to trap, entangle, suffocate, engulf, extinguish.
things are abit out of hand and i'm sorry, i didnt mean for things to be like this. i really really didnt.
i dont even know why i'm apologising, but right now, i'm just like the spider who spun the web, waiting at the top of the web, to see what just might happen next.
but i just spun it, because i thought it was pretty and everyone shld be able to revel in its prettiness too.
thinking out loud at 11:42 PM
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