Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i want to zzzz.

badly.

i overslept this morning, i off-ed my snooze button and woke at 840. i still remember dreaming about being late for school, and how damp hair was evidence of why it was ok tat i was late (how bizzare) and the headmaster actually ruffling my hair to check that it really was damp. (even more bizzare)

yesterday was weird too, in an awkward way. thankfully SN2 and me werent the only 2 at dinner, heng i had other ppl to talk to, plus had a constant stream of messages to reply to. thank god for technology. its jus weird la, i really hate it when things get weird unnecessarily. urgh. only hot ones please! hehe

anyhow, i was reminded how in a few days i will be able to round up my age, to the big 3-0. 30! wth! i still really wanna sleep. ZzzZzZZzzz

i am bored surfing for pregnancy test kit images. its the 27th time i'm revising a set of labels. i dread going to pubmed and ploughing through journals. i have to mentally calm myself down before replying to every email. and i pray each day nothing screws up in all the countries. i like talking to my distributors, but some of them, well, jus wear you out. i miss the times mymy and me would park ourselves on the canteen bench for hours with nissin and pocky and mug til the sun went home and the ppl living around mt sinai would call the police when they see any of us climbing over the sch gate to get out. i miss those months the 5 of us spent in the office slogging real hard for things we believed in. i miss my uncle much, this weekend would mark the 8th yr of our A level chem practical paper, cos it was the same day the plane crashed and i miss playing badminton with him at my old house. i miss the days when i first started playing badminton again some months back. at those godforsaken places, where we'd have dinner beforehand, and cos i suck so badly at the game, it jus gets really funny. i miss being around familiar people. mabbe all this allergy and flu and shit is making me miss the past very much. those days not too long back when i thought to myself how nice i'm living it up finally.

i need a break, i need to recharge those batteries. please, let it be december soon! there's not much else to look forward to otherwise.

thinking out loud at 5:21 PM


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