Thursday, October 23, 2008

many thanks, cos i look stupid to everyone now, i appear incompetent
thanks for not reading things properly, for not conveying what i originally said
thanks for twisting up my instructions
thanks for not bothering to clarify with me
thanks for your 'initiative' tho u're not part of it
thanks cos you've sucked the life and energy out of me.
thanks
really
thanks


things i want moving dont move, things i tink shld be done arent done, things i dont wanna do i have to grit my teeth and get it done.

tantalised by the prospect that i'm going to snap soon.

i am thankful for it being thursday because friday and the weekend will be here and it will be a good weekend not jus cos of all the good company i'll be getting but mainly cos i'll have time away from the insanity here.

its been a horrible week, and i'm just really tired.