Saturday, November 22, 2008
i dont know if i'm asking for too much, but for once, i wish she be that bit more supportive.
everyone else could just give up on me but knowing that your mom is sceptical and doubtful about your decisions just kinda, hurts, you know.
the person u're supposed to be closest to, u wanna ask her opinion but u hesitate cos u dont know wat she'd say, or she'd prob think its a bad idea, or u jus go ahead and tell her anyway cos u're happie things sorta seem to be looking up and u jus managed to get the internship after the exam, only to receive a barely lukewarm response and words u dont really wanna hear at all.
'u tend to be very rash. sure u can do it or not?'
ok, thanks for pointing that out. if i were 100% sure i wont be seeking some reaffirmation right? why do i even bother telling you anything? u tink i dont worry about the money or the interest or wat meh? u tink i havent tot of where to get extra income from meh? wat treat working at my current place as the hardship before i get great things? do u even know wat the hell i go thru everyday? why are u so adamant my way is definitely the wrong way?
be supportive to ur students, to my cousins, to everyone else. nevermind me. i'll figure out something myself.
deja vu isnt it? another lesson learnt.
'and yet, words just cannot describe the acute disappointment i'm feeling now. its a good lesson on how one shld be independent and not have any expectations of others at all.'
everyone else could just give up on me but knowing that your mom is sceptical and doubtful about your decisions just kinda, hurts, you know.
the person u're supposed to be closest to, u wanna ask her opinion but u hesitate cos u dont know wat she'd say, or she'd prob think its a bad idea, or u jus go ahead and tell her anyway cos u're happie things sorta seem to be looking up and u jus managed to get the internship after the exam, only to receive a barely lukewarm response and words u dont really wanna hear at all.
'u tend to be very rash. sure u can do it or not?'
ok, thanks for pointing that out. if i were 100% sure i wont be seeking some reaffirmation right? why do i even bother telling you anything? u tink i dont worry about the money or the interest or wat meh? u tink i havent tot of where to get extra income from meh? wat treat working at my current place as the hardship before i get great things? do u even know wat the hell i go thru everyday? why are u so adamant my way is definitely the wrong way?
be supportive to ur students, to my cousins, to everyone else. nevermind me. i'll figure out something myself.
deja vu isnt it? another lesson learnt.
'and yet, words just cannot describe the acute disappointment i'm feeling now. its a good lesson on how one shld be independent and not have any expectations of others at all.'
thinking out loud at 12:28 PM
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