Sunday, February 08, 2009
and then some.
dont know why i'm up so early, considering it was a mere 5hrs ago that my head first touched the pillow.
my head is throbbing, but i feel guilty going back to sleep, cos there's so much work to be done and so little time its scary.
kinda feels like school again, except the rules of this game have different implications, and subsequently varied consequences.
i dont know wats up with them Rats. you really confuse me. rats.
the law of scarcity is important. i have only just begun to really understand this, and am sure i will appreciate it even more in the years ahead.
the entire vocaluptous release reminds me of you. and the QQ and 20%.
sometimes, wakeup calls are around you. but it is only on hindsight that we see it as wakeup calls. for now, i'm still so absorbed in my own 'now', i can at most only recognise that its a wakeup call, but not to act as is required.
torn btwn duty and responsibility. have to learn not to put in 100% into everything, just the ones which matter. not everything or everyone is worth it, neither is it reciprocated. so, no.point.la.
'Some people dance', how i wish i were one of them. wont be any time soon, not without a partner. sometimes i wish i'd never fallen down, at least i'd be able to do something i love.
glad the mom proj is done. still reminds me of how work was like in the very beginning. the zest, energy, singlemindedness to get things done, and done right.
still takes my breath away just thinking about how much has happened within this last 1.5mths or so.
there are things i cant put down so easily, there are things i cant let go so fast. there are things i want to change, there are days i want time to go in reverse, be it to erase, enhance, or just to relive the moments again.
there is also tomorrow. and i need to get through it so that i may get through tomorrow's tomorrow, and the ones thereafter.
one of them is bound to be happy, for sure.
my head is throbbing, but i feel guilty going back to sleep, cos there's so much work to be done and so little time its scary.
kinda feels like school again, except the rules of this game have different implications, and subsequently varied consequences.
i dont know wats up with them Rats. you really confuse me. rats.
the law of scarcity is important. i have only just begun to really understand this, and am sure i will appreciate it even more in the years ahead.
the entire vocaluptous release reminds me of you. and the QQ and 20%.
sometimes, wakeup calls are around you. but it is only on hindsight that we see it as wakeup calls. for now, i'm still so absorbed in my own 'now', i can at most only recognise that its a wakeup call, but not to act as is required.
torn btwn duty and responsibility. have to learn not to put in 100% into everything, just the ones which matter. not everything or everyone is worth it, neither is it reciprocated. so, no.point.la.
'Some people dance', how i wish i were one of them. wont be any time soon, not without a partner. sometimes i wish i'd never fallen down, at least i'd be able to do something i love.
glad the mom proj is done. still reminds me of how work was like in the very beginning. the zest, energy, singlemindedness to get things done, and done right.
still takes my breath away just thinking about how much has happened within this last 1.5mths or so.
there are things i cant put down so easily, there are things i cant let go so fast. there are things i want to change, there are days i want time to go in reverse, be it to erase, enhance, or just to relive the moments again.
there is also tomorrow. and i need to get through it so that i may get through tomorrow's tomorrow, and the ones thereafter.
one of them is bound to be happy, for sure.
thinking out loud at 9:04 AM
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