Monday, April 27, 2009
he is having a chat with me as i type this, its not a very pleasant one but i refuse to shed a single tear cos this is absolutely pointless.theres nothing quite like affirmation on a monday on how insignificant u are, is there? nor criticism, i guess past merits never quite atone for small slipups.
us humans, can be so cruel sometimes.
but as it were, jabs and stabs that dont kill only serve to make you stronger, scars thicker, head wiser, and heart lighter.
much as i hate it here, it pains me to feel this way too.
its also really painful not to blog in a while and have the first entry so.. angsty.
martian messages are also kinda painful, but in a more shrug-it-off way. and they're definitely more welcome than the redundant sort of chats i had. but i tink its the first time we're having a proper conversation, not the usual half hearted ones. which is nice. for a change.
thankgod for yenn's video cos its the sort of cheer i need.
thinking out loud at 2:50 PM
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