Friday, May 08, 2009
the downspell is still hovering over me, like a tiny lil raincloud overly laden with droplets threatening to fall.
its not about the result - i'm frankly quite astonished i'd passed. its not about missing the deadline for the 2010 application - screw sydney and its undergrad course. its not that someone keeps bugging me and only looking for me when i am of use - i dont need such friends, i am perfectly happy without you.
its nothing special really, but everything in general.
18days, and counting.
where is that sense of relief that supposedly accompanies the unshackling of chains?
it was quite sweet though, for yenlis to cheer me up even tho she din know wat was happening and just sensed the emo-ness. so strange how you can know someone for such a short period of time and yet they seem to make more sense than some of the people u've known for ages.
as i was telling car, i've got my fair share of her wedding dilemna. duno who to invite to parties/events cos u def dont wanna invite everyone, yet they belong to the same 'group' as those u'd wanna invite so it isnt very nice to invite some and not the rest. perhaps, i shld figure out who exactly are those close to my heart, and forget the rest.
last night i also discovered a love-hate relationship with nature documentaries. i lap it all up, i'd rather watch meerkats than wolverine. but it makes me sad when for example the babies dont survive the harsh winter, and breaks my heart when they get entangled in fishing lines and struggle for their life.
bah. this is not how fridays are supposed to be like!
thinking out loud at 10:27 AM
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