Wednesday, May 20, 2009

i tink i must have owed him alot in my past life.
for him to put me thru so much shit.
for making me a sucker. suckee. watever.
for putting me thru so much pain and whining.
for testing my patience, once, twice, countless times.
for showing me how much tolerance i'm capable of.

u're selfish, u know?
u're so self absorbed, u dont see the world around u.
u're so blind, but i must be even more blind cos i still listen when u call. 
u're so childish, u go so overboard sometimes i feel like slapping some sense into you. 

if, one day, u didnt have anyone else to turn to, please, dont turn to me. i cant handle a one way friendship. i cant be the one who keeps giving, when u just take, and take everything away but dont give anything in return. 

instead.
turn to those who condone your actions; i wont, cos i cant deal with such frivolous behaviour.
look for those who smile, laugh and pose with you in your parties; i cant cos its so fake.
call those who tell u the things u wanna hear; i cant, cos i'll tell u the truth u refuse to see.
go out with those who dont mind u splurging on them time and time again; i wont, i dont need it, neither do i believe in mindlessly throwing away money.

i hope u learn. no matter which way, i hope to god, some day u'll really learn and finally wake up.

thinking out loud at 3:45 PM


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